I should just be happy.  I mean, it should like, how would you say it, "go over my head?"  I am so happy, but I wonder what that punishment thing is.  Cuz I'm fat?

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Apologetic

It cleared the way for a good evening.

I guess I did the right thing.

I said I wasn't mad at someone.

I should have overcome.

Apology

Sometimes, when I'm alone, I'm a little stupid, like I'm running out of ammo or something.

These people in my room are so mean.  I was thinking that these messages must all be suggestions.  I don't like a bad relationship via my parents.

Please stop.

They have a "stupid question."  No, I don't mean anything against anyone.  I'm just saying what they're doing to me.  Trying to make me feel like I'm bad.

Sorry

My parents came in.  My mom was acting weird about my chicken I cut up.  Then, my dad, and I felt uncomfortable.  He understands that..

Problem

My mom was kidding around again, she's like "2 days" like I'm punished, acting dumbfounded.  My dad has a useless, annoying thing about 1 day he acts like.  I don't do anything.  If I don't wanna talk to my parents a certain way and too much is up to me.  So, I barely did anything, and my mom did that.  I live with them.  She was pretending she was being cute and that someone else told her to tell me that.

Someone just took a dump on me.  Threatened me again.  Bet it won't stop.  But they think someone said it I don't want to say it moreso.  No one cares about the wrong things others say.  I don't listen to it.  Why are you slowly giving me these messages?  It seems pointless for my life, at least.  My life was stolen from me 10 years..

Is this a slip of the tongue in the process?  It's not fun being tested like this by all these people.  I just said no, that's the answer.  You said  you were doing it just to test me.

So, to clarify

I have to say no to the marshmallow thing going on forever.  It's wrong, and I didn't curse at anyone nor get mad.  Well, maybe a bit upset.

I was wondering who all did it.  Supposedly, just happened.  It seems mean, even if you think I got upset in the wrong way for something else.  It's very annoying.  It's like it won't stop.  Everyone's doing it.

I would not think something silly like I am bad to say this.  I am merely reporting and giving my opinion.  It seems serious and important.  We just had to waste a few days.  So, what, that's life, right?

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I noticed they don't act nice for the other person but are being mean to me now.  Like Heathens with their mouths open and teeth bared making hissing noises bouncing around.  Why do I keep seeing this image, anyway?  Right now, there are 3 or 4..

Chasing & Flooding

It seems if I post that someone did something they chase after me.  They keep on saying something.. rubbing it in.  It shouldn't be so.  It's about how in liking others that I already have 2 parents.. I also live with them.  I just wanted to report it.  I am not gonna fight or whatever.  Everyone knows it's wrong.  It was okay to say, but someone/people are incessantly threatening me.

Also, everyone keeps acting like I'm a marshmallow when I go out.  People were acting like I wasn't white at Christmas at the movies, and it was funny I figured they were all the s word, tho I wouldn't do it again unless I lost my mind or thought it was funny again for some unknown reason.  It probably reached other parts of the country and world.  So, I won't curse, but no I do not take that whoever started it.  People are uncomfortable.  I see there could be a reason, and I could let it slide.  I think it's a bit dangerous.  Is it for m********ing?  I'm sorry about that, but I mean that was supposedly a private thing, my therapist even told me.  Someone has to m********* and then something like this that has no ending known when I got out?


Also, last night I explained I didn't want anything against the person concerning the 1st thing.  I can't believe I don't go over and make sense to anyone.

Am I Mad

Not at the person I'm talking about.

I'm not mad at anyone I know of.

I just noticed I was being mistreated.  I can't get people to stop treating me like I'm not white for real, no matter who started it, and people won't leave me alone morally.

I can see that all the innocence is saved up for this person, whom I in a way have nothing against.  She just sits there, basically, and waits for her turn to build up while my life seems to be wasting away in that light.  Maybe, you can sleep on a stone floor, but I chose not to.  I'm not trying to make a fight with any person.  Why am I saying this?  Because it's important!  It's serious!  I'm not trying to fight.  I'm just talking like a normal person.  I was doing what you just did.  Trying to make a point using things that happen to be disagreeable.  It was a smart revelation that other people would like to talk about, maybe not you individually all of you.  Lotta people, tho.  I am not the odd one out who does not participate in the nature of my own problems.  I am sorry if I am just a failure and disagreeable.  I didn't say I was fighting..  I just mean it's good to notice.  It might even be important, and for some reason it can go on this blog.

Time to Talk?

There's this person who just goes online and says anything and it's okay.  I sit here putting up with this mess.

I found these people are literally taking a dump on me.  Oh, and they are threatening me.

Look, who's doing this new stuff now?  Whatever was said, I can see they are playing around on my part like bullies.  I realize everyone is against me and everyone knew about it.  What of it?  For this spinoff it was 2 things that made for an interesting way to continue a message.  They really are mean to me in private.  They are saying things in bad ways.  I don't wanna put up with this.  No one else does.   I'm just saying what they did and my opinion.  You already did what you did.  Now, they are teasing me for posting about this.  It's incessant.  You might think it's a simple message, but I have a dangerous person/people in my life.

How out of place..

to say "in my face?"  No, I obviously don't mean it that way if you happen to know anything about me.  I don't know what to do.  This is serious.

Why are you making me look bad?  You keep rubbing something in my face that's serious.  It wasn't right or this time was weirder/superfluous, but I don't wanna fight anyone, and I don't "dislike" anyone.

Point being.. I don't want to say anything out of place, whatever just happened.

So, here's to say sorry.  I guess the details were to identify the issue.

I think I'm at risk

I never get treated right.  I am at risk of thinking nothing matters, like morally.

Not trying to fight, but I mean what I mean.  If I have a hard time explaining something unimportant does not mean I will listen to old ladies that "it must be related" into trouble for me, like being in trouble.  This comes up with everything all the time.