Problem

They keep being mean to me.  They said "Vietnam" and I heard a car far away sound like it or so.

Apology and ..?

I was thinking how crazy I was.  They tried to punish me by playing with how to say "t."  They made it sharp and unattractive.  Someone does things like that, and I don't think it's right, get mad when someone tries to be sorry for something that isn't that bad of them but of others.

I wanted to pretty much think they exaggerated the truth and were simply appalled I was not feeling submissive.  I do NOT mean any harm to anyone.

Problem

They are messing with me.  Someone posted a lot around my post on the Dr. Phil Facebook page.  I bet it's just so no one can understand what I posted.  Some weird, annoying people online..

It might be set up.  If Dr. Phil likes it, then so be it.  I don't think anyone would, tho, which is why I point it out.

I already was ready for it not to be all about me.

Is anyone leaving my family alone?

It's not something to really talk about.

I don't mean to be mean, but someone got me mad about someone.  Do I need to think out loud?

What a waste of my life.  These people keep making annoying noises in my room!

I think things that are asked and then you act like I did something else, and I didn't.

Why are people mad at me now?  I explained someone was joking with me cuz they think I'm bad and they aren't supposed to be allowed to do anything to me.

I guess you don't think I was talking around something but about it.  Why is that?

I'm not listening to all these mean people.  They snuck in a suggestive message again.  What a waste of my life.  No, I am not thinking to "ruin 'a moment'" for anyone.  I'm thinking of  what's gonna happen.  I heard a sneakiness with it.  I said I wasn't sending a message about it.  It so happens to happen.  I am a good person.  You don't have the right to judge otherwise.

You don't have the right

to tell me what's right and wrong.

Who has the right

to dig in my personal info. and send secret personal messages of discomfort?

I am only mad at

or at some moments that people waste my life and put someone in my place and make others do it.  That's sneaky.  If my dad didn't just rub something in, I wouldn't get to say this.  Why make me mad and ruin everything?   I can't think all these things without processing them, neither.

cont.

Why won't people accept I did not just think something I am should not?  Sometimes, we think some people are mean to us.  Then, the thought happens.  Do you know anyone who just doesn't seem to think about anything?  They seem to keep it private!  I know it was not perfect, but maybe I just feel like a loser.  I wasn't in anyone's way.  I guess they just dug in a little deep.  That's fine.  I know they said it with a swing.  I guess I am over it, but I don't accept what seemed like an insult.  Why do things happen like this here in Orlando?  I was fine in Louisiana.

Funny

I have to receive all these messages.  I figured I should be nice to people, even though there are people horsing around with me.  I should know some are really nice?  What happened to the others?  I don't seem to have anything going for me cuza one person.  I don't want to be put out and ruin something and ruin something for someone.  I don't wanna hafta worry about what Dad will think next day..  I'm not "in the social situation."  Yes, I was nice to my dad.  I am so sorry, but I mean I am a person and people all get even viscious.

My dad kept coughing that someone else gets someone and I don't.  I had to think about it, but it was not a holistic process.  I wasn't "talking to anyone."  I guess someone or some people think I'm not that good when they were the ones who were mean to me for no reason so I could not win at life.

And they acted like they never said that so as not to feel guilty.

I'm about to shower up and watch TV, but I feel more tired now.  The shower will wake me up, and I can watch TV.

I don't wanna fight with anyone, but I have a deep-seated issue and feel this is going on and on for everyone.  I just had to process it or something.  I was in the middle of eating and cleaning up the kitchen.  I wasn't posting online! for Pete's sake.

It was pretty rude what my dad was thinking.  He is trying to ruin my relationships.  Blame him if anything just went wrong.  I feel a loss of thought, feeling, and control in my life.  People all act like they know all about me and act meanly whenever they feel they have to.

I just heard a noise in the kitchen and I don't like how part of my forehead just felt.  I was about to suck back in, and now I can't.

They are bothering me again.

I don't want anything to happen to me cuza my dad.

I'm tired of them deciding how the page loads and am upset I might not like them doing this.  It happens all the time I load a page.  It makes me think of a message each time.

These people following me are being mean to me.

I guess I just didn't direct it at anyone when I felt I had the right to use that word.  No, I don't care what you think.

So, I see I said the N word back, but so what?  I didn't say who it was to.  Who cares?  That's the past.  They deserved it!

Problem

They are still messing around with me.

It's not that I hate the people.

I know they are trying to hurt me.  Who?  Dunno.  Not trying to hurt me?  Maybe, just trying to be suggestive and then getting me when I defend myself.

Problem

I think people have a problem with me.

They are messing with me on my Facebook.  2 people being creepy.  1 person I wanted to turn to now just deleted who I met online.

They are like massively trying to get themselves across to me, suggesting I fit in with them while others are not and not to be involved.

They are suggesting I'm not perfect like Jesus.  Or, things in my past scare them.  Or, they all have a problem with me cursing at noises in my room for awhile in my past.

Apology

I don't mean for anyone to pay attention to me, but I am sorry I get upset.

Technically, looking for appropriate relationships is something I'm a bull after.

Online Stalking

You already done and did yo' damage, people or who all done it?  I can say what needs to be said to online stalking..  I see you talk to me and don't wanna.

These people are creepy.  That does not mean someone else is.  You can tell when someone is not coming from somewhere.

What do I do about online stalking?  It's not serious enough to make a case -on TV.

Problem

They keep wasting my time talking to me with how they load the page.

Upset

Tho I started exercise, I said something about the word pleasure once.. and cannot feel Space Mountain.

So, 1st, they were mean to me at the other community college.  Now, they have to cut courses at the other.  So, what, they were being mean to me.  You can't just do whatever you want to ruin my life.

So..

They had to apparently cut ballet and class athletics at a community college I wanna go to.

It has Music Education.  I don't know if I'd have time, anyway with the bus transportation and don't really know of a weekend class.  I need time to myself, too.

form yesterday

I have a freedom to do what I want.

I have a freedom to do what I want.

If in my past I thought all these racists were "s***" does not mean you can be mean to me whatever you want.  Yes, it was Christmas.

Problem

So, people I care about supposedly send me the negative messages, and it tends to make me feel badly.  I try to get over it and even figure it out.  I just feel that other person is making this happen, too, and I have to also forget about that person or to some degree.

Problem

These people controlling how the page loads on my computer are so annoying and mean and I can't stand it.  They are not a friend.

Problem

This person keeps being mean to me.  I was cursing at the noises in my room, and they supposedly did it.  It's so annoying, putting up with this person.  They just keep annoying me.  I think it's wrong.  So, what, they didn't even say stop cursing.  I was cursing about the noises.  Maybe at them sometimes but usually blotted out and not to harm them.

They are like attacking making sure I can't have fun with others.  They are hurting anyone like who is important who likes me.

Problems

Someone won't stop being mean to me, simply.  They supposedly fessed up to putting annoying noises in my room all day.  I was upset each day, and when I stopped they started work at being mean to me.

Who do you think made Bath & Body works stop selling fancy body scrub?

Everyone keeps mimicig me as a tacky person as a toddler.

This someone is being mean to people who are nice to me.

The people experimenting on me are being unkind and freaking me out and no no one cares.  People are being silly, those people who tried to hook up with me in private.

Sorry, I do not mean to offend anyone.  It just seemed awkward, tho I was agreeing this 1 dude just kept at me.  The 1st wasn't really that fat.

A boy on IM said he was thinking about me all day I don't know well.  I had fat boys wanting babies with me, too, today.