I am sorry for my bad behavior.  I need to calm down and accept it but yea avoid it.

So

What you want me to talk to you?  Why are people doing all this disciplining on me?  My dad can't have done it.  And you're doing it for no good reason.

What are you doing?

This is not nice.  My dad supposedly didn't do it.

Important

This is an important blog to have.

Problem

I feel if I make one mistake for no good reason - and maybe it wasn't wrong - someone is over my shoulder silently cursing me.  I am constantly interacted with with these people for others's likings in a mean way.  They say they proved they care, but this is too much.  Cursing doesn't really help.

Apology

I don't mean to say someone is annoying so much as I feel uncomfortable about what they're doing, like others deserve to live but I don't because of the curse words I used but not like to disfigure their emotional sense of being.  I thought I was trying not to curse at them.  I see I have my parents online, but I was so worried I'd curse about someone not online.  It was like a safety buffer.  I eventually overcame it, but it took a long time or too long for its likings.

The people where I live are bothering, too.

These people watching me are really bothering me and so is another person who I don't know what they're doing in my life.

Someone is spreading apart liking things on my page like stalking me.  Another person from the experiment probably tho.

Now, someone made the big change dieting now.  My dad about to go all the way.  Yea right.

OK I know there are people out there bothering me.

Problem

Someone posted on Twitter early today, too, and sponsored a message from someone they are acting like is better that we have to remember or could, probably from someone else.  See, that is a problem.

So, they did it on purpose against me to annoy me, how pathetic.  What can you do about this?

I bet it's something creative to get something going.  This is a person in all of our lives's, tho.  Dunno why they would do that now and not before.

Well, what happened was..

..I didn't think I could keep on submitting to the illusions to someone hurting me and bossing me around.  I didn't really know what the thing was.  So, I just gave an innocent report, so I thought.  A little opinion but not crazy like in the kitchen.  I was probably from a friend and something to forget about concerning them..

Problem

They keep trying to talk to me every little chance I get.

Problem

They said I was not up with pleasure.  What is all this new taboo on me for?  You didn't say that would happen.

That's okay if you don't wanna talk to me.

I guess someone doesn't care if someone is insulting to them.

Last Night

My dad was tired.

What I thought was his prodding of this person being better I would not tolerate along with from someone else.  My life, my right.  How pathetic.  I said sorry, tho I did not need to in some/most all ways.

Wanna go back to bed.

Pathetic

I heard 1st I think my mom making a hysterical loud noises and I just came out the bathroom and heard my dad cough, home early.  Now, vaccuuming.  Leave me alone!

Yet again, those people are trying to talk to me via when my computer loads, in  mean way!

What should I do?

I didn't ask to talk about this.  I don't want be in trouble for telling.  I feel a responsibility.  I don't want this to be a thing going.  How can I stop this??  It's in it in nature.

Why post anything like that?  The opportunity to tell is not always at hand.  I guess it's the nature of things.  You're either at a message board or you're not.

Problem

The only reason I wouldn't tell would be inconvenience.  So, what?  People underneath are mean to me and yell, as well.  It just perked me up.  I don't like this trick.  I wanna watch some TV and go to bed!

Problem

They were obviously playing around and there are lots of things that go with this, but they made my computer take longer to shut down.  They also reminded me to turn on the TV.  They apparently got a person brought up.  They turned off the vent with a creepy, irritating personal message.  Look, I can say if something happened.  You already did it.  I'm not cursing at you or anything.  Why do I need to say?  Well, I can't say.  I just say.  Look, I won't bribe with anyone so you can feel lazy/lethargic/laid back.  I didn't like the 2nd message they gave me, too.  I don't believe it.  No one is gonna listen to people like that.  I'm sorry if that's your social oasis.  You can't just keep quiet for no reason.  It's about saying and doing the right things.  Silence can be a sin.  My internet went off, too.  Something happened again.  Look, I'm not trying to attack you.  I just wanna post something that in the end made me uncomfortable.  No one can tell people who love me what to do cuz they wanna mangle with the situation.  I can't get this to stop.  These are the signs you look for.  I didn't say anything wrong, but let me know what went wrong.  I say what happens.  There are no exceptions.  I didn't curse at anyone nor behave inapporpriately at least for the situation.  Can you explain to me when to be silent?  All I did was state the facts and add my opinion.  You can't live in fear.

If anyone wants to forget about me and needs a break is fine with me.

Have fun with the people you have fun with.

I am very sorry.

I want what makes you happy.

Most important..

..is also the people it could affect that if I talk to.

Amen.

Wow a complicated mess I got into tonight.  I'll have to get better at ignoring and not being crazy.  I can feel I've set myself that way, but why do these mistakes keep coming up?  I usually do have some consciousness for what's going on, but people want me to just go thru life doing nothing but smile.

There's seriously someone threatening to hurt people I know.

To Whom?

To those it must have bothered.

Apoogy

I don't know what to be sorry for except I could not help feeling crazy.  I do think about the wrong things people do, but I don't like to get into it in a bad way.  I feel someone put that in my mind.

So, sorry, for what, for being so crazy.  I did not mean to be mean, but I did recieve a mean message mixed with something important, which I find inappropriate.