Strange Ideas

in my head, I had to say no I don't want such and such, it is so freaky, maybe I need to be punished but not brutalized

Oh and you can forget about my spamming nature and I will try to spruce things up cuz I wanna keep it coming for others.  *blush*

E-mailed my parents about having a good weekend.

Look I'm not here to accumulate your s***/insults.  To discuss them in person.

They are lying again about something getting attention.

They made a funny page keep loading and acting like it's a tossup on what it means.

I feel like creating a problem, like I am.  I am not sure what to do with myself.  I just go thru my life and have to pay extra homage for things I am told I ge that I don't deserve.

My Yeling Like Here

I wasn't directing it at anyone directly.  I guess it was just some issue, hopefully no one had a handle on or whatever.  Like, someone mighta done it, but who knows.  I guess I was nastier today at no one in particular.  I hope I can brush it away and go on with finishing my life successfully, as in having a healthy life until my old age.  It's not really okay.  I need to be in check with myself.

I'm learning to deal with those of adversity.  I do not care but will speak out against them.  Against their ruining my days like they are involved.

Well, I'm very sorry for my mood and how I couldn't "solve my own problems."  I didn't mean anything bad, just was feeling assertive, if your designated spokesperson can possibly think that..  }:(  Yea, what is this, anyway?  I'm not listening to others.

You know, it's unimportant that I know who says what.

QUIT ACTING M*******.  I'M NOT DEALING WITH THIS.

STOP WHATEVER YOU'RE SAYING

STOP THREATENING ME TO BE WITH SOMEONE

STOP IT!  They are threatening me again about things they shouldn't be talking about.  GET OUTTA HERE!

Well, I will say I feel a bit guilty enjoying the pleasures I do.  It was a simple mishap in saying leave me alone.  I feel so attacked for it, tho.  Leave that work to the police.

THEY KEEP ACTING LIKE THEY CAN BE MEAN TO ME FOR SAYING OH NO WHEN MY DAD CAME HOME AT 11 AND IT WAS JUST A JOKE

Sometimes, Blogger saves my posts, sometimes it doesn't.

My dad and I had a more distant relationship as I grew older and more independent.  I am touchy around him.  He has a problem and thinks he can manipulate my life and affect me.

Did you see how much my dad harassed me after I told the people to leave me alone?  I did walk away quickly.

So, why do you get to make the rules?

So, saying leave me alone is bad?

Trying to ask my dad what the problem is is bad?

I guess it is all worthless, but I didn't know at the time..

I can't remember what I thought with these people looking at me.  I only process things on a surface level.  What is this, my dad's decision??

Help!  These chickens are ruining my life!  I have no way out.

You chickens act like others are better than me.  I'm left with these people messing with me.

So, I'm sitting here putting up with these people while someone else is lounging around looking at herself in the mirror, just saying!

This should never happen.  For someone talking around in a low voice you sure are administering a blast of spraying s***!  I mean come on, I didn't lose my temper, I just won't take poor t**** in Central Florida.  My dad hurt someone and I was afraid they were really hurt, in which case only certain things matter.

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I Must Admit: Mad Morning

I don't know if you can help clean up my act, but people are holding a grudge against me. I feel that nothing has really happened. I told some people to leave me alone but in a low voice. Strangers.

I was questioning my dad around saying he was mean because he'd be mad if I did. He is always so onto me, and I don't want this relationship back.

I am starting ballet Monday, but he's at work then anyway.

I SAID STOP

They said I won't meet someone.

My post wasn't showing it was saved this time.  QUIT IT.  You're k***ing me.  I am trying to have a good day.

Are you gonna stare me down for deciding not to do something I believe in?  If people are mean they need to be put in their place but legally.  You say stop it, not scruff you feet along the floor like they all did.  Yes, I don't have the energy to attack every s** o* a b****.  Maybe, I don't wanna attack anyone, but I did say to leave me alone without shouting.

Problem

My aunt just threatened me.  About if I have kids.

They think they are "taking New Orleans from me."

They said they gave a brat things I earned or needed or had.  Who, I dunno.  I know the nature of the s*** in my life.

Why is everyone being mean to me?  They are acting like I can't get attention.  WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD?

My dad/parents is immature.

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I need to stop staring people down. I did that at Disney. So what if I said to leave me alone? Just decide it won't do and be mean to me after.

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My dad acted like I could never go up north to see relatives again cuz I changed my mind like 2 or 3 times when he went anyway.

My dad acts inwardly interested and I don't feel I have a dad nor mom thanks to Ellen and her antsiness about me being in trouble, like she's good.

I got a symbolic insulting message from my dad or mom.

They're being mea talking to me just because I talked about something they did specific.

You don't have the right to be mad.

YOU LOT ARE JUST RACIST - I AM JUST ANOTHER PERSON.  LEAVE ME ALONE.

They've already started threatening me.  JUST BE QUIET.  YOU AIN'T GOT NOTHIN' TO SAY.  YOU WOULDN'T DO THIS TO ANYONE ELSE.

What about all those people who bothered me?  They acted like I was no good in weird ways, like popping it.  I'm not up for another lesson of Jesus.  I bet on one did that to Jesus.  I just looked at them sternly and told 2 to leave me alone.  What's it to you??  Remember when little kids used to be a bother in public, acting like they were more special with Late Boomer parents?  That was around 2006.  Why can't you just get over yourself and stop being immature placing yourself in my life?  Stop glossing over my words like they're nothing and you got something bad to say to me.  They made the page keep loading, too, with the circling symbol.  They made something happen on my computer at the bottom and this page save at weird times.  When I talk about stuff, they just do more then.

How did I bother you?

See, they don't listen.  They have a system.  They do something else.

I haven't "lost control."  You had.  Who?  I don't wanna name so I don't get them in trouble or something.. and it could be someone else.. like the experimenters.  What?  Cruel lies.  Something upset me.  I just wanted to say I'm being lied to..

And I'm not yer slave, I'm not listening, the way you take my writing as Chinese chicken scratch.

You tell me something I don't like, I can tell you "something" you don't like.

I dunno who all what was to and how, but I am telling you I am being lied to by someone.

I don't care what you got, you're wrong.  We're not your *** slaves.

Don't even sit there and tell me I yelled.  You "yelled."

I don't want your crummy cyber***.  You wouldn't dare do it to someone else, and that makes me uncontrollably mad.

THERE IS NO EXCUSE

Do you have something to say for yourself?

YOU'RE A LIAR YOU ARE HURTING ME