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Bear in mind, a lotta these posts are of interest to normal people. - This is my diary available online to get help from others. I never mean any harm. My thoughts may appear scattered at times, but I bring it together. Some things may not make sense to you..

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

I said I was sorry but was very mad.  I know this plan was made because of something I did where I was mad, too.  Why don't I have the right to be mad?  I like my dad, but he is mean.  I get mad.  How can I deal with this nonsense?
I don't really know what to say.  I didn't mean to be mean to anyone.  Too bad that word "k***" keeps coming up, but I don't mean to end someone.
Sorry for the mean thoughts?  Looks like you already got back, tho.
Yer always mean to me.
You all don't process information.
Seriously, you all are just being mean to me for my dad.  DUH THAT IS NOT ACCEPTABLE.
It's all too often.  Why do I deserve to have these things brought up with me?
They are randomly saying things that bother me.
STOP ANNOYING ME AND THREATENING ME.
OK get this, this person is mean to me.
I should go back to bed.  I can't even relax with all these insults.  Why are they now getting me mad every day?
I'm not here to settle the childish qualms others can't resist displaying towards me, such as being mean to me when they think I could have done something just absolutely perfect.  If you make me mad was not because I did it on my own!
LEAVE ME ALONE

Problem

They won't leave me alone.
How do you explain this?  This proves they are bad.  Someone must have agreed that the experimenters bother me.
What right do you have to talk to me secretly?  What if we don't like each other or I don't take to you exactly?

Help!

They made me very upset this morning.  I ended up going thru the word "k***" but set apart to represent it to something else.  I feel as though I can't trust people.  All the really cool people condone me.  I can't get out of this sassing that someone I trust said something mean to me via secret message some other person, be it the people experimenting on me.  I'm just kinda mad in general.  I know it's not just to help me.
I ended my note on that other people are nice to someone but not me, racially, not that the person did anything wrong.  Well, not that someone else did, neither.