Report of the Day

I feel drowsy.

I didn't really outwardly have problems with my parents.

Sorry for my fuss I must produce on here earlier.. I feel over it.  I don't know about later.

Why do you do this to yourselves?

Problems

I just took a walk.  The suggestions won't stop..

Dad's home, time to eat, more to put on the plate for this place (blog.)

How am I bad?

These negative messages seem to be having a domino effect.

here

home

I might've gotten more mad here.

This is all pretty laid out factually.  I am trying to avert this place.

You never know what people mean.

It seems to mean you're outta your game temporarily.  It might be a detached message from you that means nothing against what you believe but your problems.

My Race

You aren't supposed to mention it, but I like to sometimes.  I'm not suddenly okay liking Chinese because someone with Italian blood shows up.  Disclaimer, I do like Chinese like anyone would.

Another Fact

Not only does it matter who it is but are they competent to talk to someone so much.. I guess like a teacher of one class all year?

Paying

If they do it, it is like way prestigious, but it might just be taking out anger.

I think 1 reason

1 would use it was to, not only get rid of me, but to make prestigious people feel comfortable that I'm not just prestigious meeting prestigious people and to get at me for nothing.  What liars.  I do want friends.  This isn't friends.

Paying

Why am I interacting with strangers who tap into my room and computer with speakers, cameras, hacking, etc.?  Is this a trap?  What if they are rubbing off on me in a way I don't like?  I am not saying this all of a sudden but wondering about when it last started in 2012, which is a long time.  What about when it happened in 2005?  They stopped in 2005..

Do I have to say this, too?

You only don't want me to talk anymore it seems because I tried to improve on that, and this catastrophe may take baby steps for me.

So, I'm 2nd class.  They are on the defensive.   I don't know how else to make my point and say this but elevating someone as "princess."   I can almost see people, they are getting at me like I prevented someone from being "princess."  Someone used to treat me like a star.

Well, it's true, some things really aren't worth it.

Now, my mom is messing around with her ruitine with me.  Among other things.  How is that okay, for my family to do this?

They won't stop.  They want a relationship severed.  They're still making up stuff!!

How can I make things better?  I don't feel I'd get a direct answer to this question.

Wouldn't it be interesting if there was a real reason discussed, like why ya'll get so mad if I find an issue to talk about of a certain someone and situation.

I don't want what these people to do to ruin my life and anything in it.  All I did was say what happened, tho it wasn't fun.

Problem

They are acting like I'm whining and whining as though I were a made up version of my dad.  They are bothering me.  Looks like they don't care.

They're still messing around.

Do I need to "pay?"

Why does everyone in public keep calling me a marshmallow?

Why are they invading my privacy?

cont.

I just got an outfit in case I get on Dr. Phil..

They are sending me more messages..

Problems

There is 1 notification on my Facebook and they took awhile to load this.. I am saving for a new computer, too..

cont.

shopping for a hat

and they are picking on me for feeling guilty - ARGH

They are doing something weird on my computer.  I'm shopping, and the Go sign pops up 1st on the side.

Ya'll haven't really developed a special reason for getting upset every time I post something here.

I'm so sorry if it has to be like this.  Yes, I am fending for myself like a mature person.  I am not trying to become insulting.  Remember the heading of this blog??

I think they are busy tossing things to like hassle with me, like, "Oh, what if no one famous gave you any attention."  And so what about this, "What if I got attention.  Ha ha ha ha."  You could just in the end not really pay any attention to me, and I'd deal with it.  What if I said I'd prefer one person over another now but maybe later "get back in the game with other people being a fan?"

Problem

I DON'T LIKE THIS PERSON BOTHERING ME VIA THE COMPUTER, MAKING THINGS HAPPEN AT CERTAIN TIMES

And like I said

it looks bad on her (part.)

So

The problem is I have someone fighting me.

He said what he said.

Why does my dad follow my thoughts of saying, "in pain?"

Do you have any friends?  I'm not asking sarcastically.  I'm thinking of something abstract.  Like, I guess if I want friends I have to take turns and listen.

I welcome ya'll into my life.

You already said what you said.  What exactly is it you wish you had?  Don't waste your life bothering me.

I don't agree

that I should be punished to begin with.

Problem

My parents are getting close to me in a weird way with symbolic messages left around the home.

I know who all's behind this.  Why do ya'll keep being racists?

This person is being promoted.

Problem

I'm am being harassed and bullied daily by someone younger.

Does anyone just have an allergic reaction to things being posted across the internet??

Problem

People are working on distancing me from some people and harming me.

Problem

People keep acting like I'm bad.

OK, come on.

Don't be afraid to talk.

I can see that someone tried to punish me using someone else to get attention when it's my turn.