About This Blog

Bear in mind, a lotta these posts are of interest to normal people. - This is my diary available online to get help from others. I never mean any harm. My thoughts may appear scattered at times, but I bring it together. Some things may not make sense to you..

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Online Stalking

You already done and did yo' damage, people or who all done it?  I can say what needs to be said to online stalking..  I see you talk to me and don't wanna.

These people are creepy.  That does not mean someone else is.  You can tell when someone is not coming from somewhere.

What do I do about online stalking?  It's not serious enough to make a case -on TV.

Problem

They keep wasting my time talking to me with how they load the page.

Upset

Tho I started exercise, I said something about the word pleasure once.. and cannot feel Space Mountain.
So, 1st, they were mean to me at the other community college.  Now, they have to cut courses at the other.  So, what, they were being mean to me.  You can't just do whatever you want to ruin my life.

So..

They had to apparently cut ballet and class athletics at a community college I wanna go to.

It has Music Education.  I don't know if I'd have time, anyway with the bus transportation and don't really know of a weekend class.  I need time to myself, too.

form yesterday

I have a freedom to do what I want.

I have a freedom to do what I want.

If in my past I thought all these racists were "s***" does not mean you can be mean to me whatever you want.  Yes, it was Christmas.

Problem

So, people I care about supposedly send me the negative messages, and it tends to make me feel badly.  I try to get over it and even figure it out.  I just feel that other person is making this happen, too, and I have to also forget about that person or to some degree.

Problem

These people controlling how the page loads on my computer are so annoying and mean and I can't stand it.  They are not a friend.

Problem

This person keeps being mean to me.  I was cursing at the noises in my room, and they supposedly did it.  It's so annoying, putting up with this person.  They just keep annoying me.  I think it's wrong.  So, what, they didn't even say stop cursing.  I was cursing about the noises.  Maybe at them sometimes but usually blotted out and not to harm them.

They are like attacking making sure I can't have fun with others.  They are hurting anyone like who is important who likes me.

Problems

Someone won't stop being mean to me, simply.  They supposedly fessed up to putting annoying noises in my room all day.  I was upset each day, and when I stopped they started work at being mean to me.

Who do you think made Bath & Body works stop selling fancy body scrub?

Everyone keeps mimicig me as a tacky person as a toddler.

This someone is being mean to people who are nice to me.
The people experimenting on me are being unkind and freaking me out and no no one cares.  People are being silly, those people who tried to hook up with me in private.
Sorry, I do not mean to offend anyone.  It just seemed awkward, tho I was agreeing this 1 dude just kept at me.  The 1st wasn't really that fat.
A boy on IM said he was thinking about me all day I don't know well.  I had fat boys wanting babies with me, too, today.

Monday, February 2, 2015

Problem

They're being rude to me again.

Okay, so I can't get totally mad, but they are not supposed to do this.  This has nothing to do with the person I like, and they are acting mean.

This is leading to my ruin.  I cannot say it's okay.  I sense danger.

Why can't we fix it?  Who's having the tickle?

Problem

Someone is punishing me for hitting my sofa before for a week and putting me with someone else than I was obsessed with with a certain background.  I will not stand this.  This is ridiculous.  I'm not here to play games with you in private and have you able to reach my soul..
I feel I've been upset and aroused.

Problem

They keep saying more things.

Upset

My dad kept getting closer to me at the Chinese buffet and pushing me into something, and I said, "Why do you keep getting closer?"  I moved 3 times.  He pushed me into a short Asian lady.  After the Superbowl, my parents left on something they hardly ever expose me to, Bali Dancing, like to rub it in or however you wanna say it.  I don't even know if I seen Bali dancing with my mom but once.

Problem

These people watching me in my room making noises and loading the page differently make me feel bad about myself a lot.  They were supposed to be friends, otherwise I'd just tell the police.  How do you think that would affect me?  They make it so I have to sit there and let it go away, every time I go to a new page I don't know.