Even the hint of calling them names does not satisfy.

The only thing that comes to my mind as a strategy is to knock 'em, but that's not what I mean and that's not gonna work.  This has gotta stop.  I'm not sitting here soaking this in.

You can't tell me what I could or could not say.

No one cares what I say that I am treated like a loser by people watching me in private!  And the nasty messages they relayed they said were from Ellen or whoever they wanna make up.

I'm awake, still tired, irritable.. but I'm sorry last night didn't go so smoothly.  I must admit lotta turmoil injected here, 'way I see things.  Calls for a degree of mental flubs.  What to do?

I am so sorry for my seeming temper.  I thought my way outta it.  What you do you deemed reasonable.  I don't mean to be mean.  I pray for the innocent people involved.  Do what you must.  If you must forget about me, even for a time, is what could be needed.  If you wanna set straight something with me is fine, as well.  I tried to shut up, but apparently that's not enough..

I feel so bad.  But I didn't do anything!

Oh no's!

Will you ever forgive me?  I thought something sad against someone cuz I felt threatened that someone had to hurt them.  A not really moment.

They were being super annoying in the bathroom..

Stop threatening to steal my relationships.

That guy wouldn't stop!  Why do you care what I say back but not what you do and about getting too close?

Do you need another explanation?

I was merely thinking for my dad to stop being mean to me, and he's all ratting me out and trying to annoy me and acting like he's white.

Quit telling me I did something wrong.

I wonder if people feel obliged to talk to me.  They can talk to others and have different relationships.

Do you know about lying that like you have issues just to get someone else to bring something outta me?  It must be a mutual consensus.

Who has the right to say I deserve nothing?  That means you're talking about what's earned.  I could chose to ignore this, but why has this overcome my life?  It could result on a real life fight or conflict.

Why is Ellen still popular?  Why do other people still have a chance?

Someone is acting possessively of me and just flat out mean, and no I don't approve of that from anyone, saying I'm in trouble.

I feel bothered by some people about attention you get.

I didn't have these annoying messages before watching Ellen.