My dad wasn't even supposed to be a part of my life.  I don't even see my parents and they just want me on meds and are mean.

Upset

My dad is just trying to be mean to me and making pizza rather than letting me eat something else.  He's making it from taco shells.

Look, why are you even talking to me?  Is it all for a certain person?

I'm not dealing with inconveniences in my life for them, like putting someone before me and when I talk about it you all get creepy and mad at me all the time in private.

I pretty much got this.

You old fogies are simple-minded dwellers and think you spotted out sin in me.

This person is using me to say that something in their life is irritatingly imperfect.  I've been nice, but they just want the attention I got and not me.

I think a lotta people are important.  I take a stand against most people.  I mean, wasn't my life about me before?  Huh?  Maybe, my relationships are traitors.  I can find people under the radar who might be interesting.

Interestingly, this other person also wants everything to be about them.  I just don't want it to be like "Oh, okay, I don't deserve to be treated like I'm worth anything at all every time someone doesn't like what I do."  What's sad is it's coming into play in other opportunities for little things.  This person is not a part of me anymore than they are a part of just anyone else.  I don't mind at all if other people get attention and stuff.  I just get insulting messages concerning them.  Insulting to me, like I think maybe I deserve to be treated with respect and then I don't get it and they are used as a tool for that, like I was a really good person before and everyone just got all jealous and tore it down.

Seriously, these people won't stop bothering me, loading the page on the computer so it gives an insulting secret message emotionally.  Yes, they are putting someone before me and it's for a reason that doesn't exist but makes me feel guilty every day.  Who else does this?

No, I don't see why this person should be hurting me.  I know I was mad and cursed, but it wasn't usually directed at anyone originally.  Plus, a lotta people seem to have done that.  I was the one being wronged.

Glitch

Sometimes when I look something up or something, the waiting symbol won't go away even if I click X.

So, you're just sitting there making all the things I enjoy in life for someone else and pretending to be upset about it each time.

Strange Ideas

in my head, I had to say no I don't want such and such, it is so freaky, maybe I need to be punished but not brutalized

Oh and you can forget about my spamming nature and I will try to spruce things up cuz I wanna keep it coming for others.  *blush*

E-mailed my parents about having a good weekend.

Look I'm not here to accumulate your s***/insults.  To discuss them in person.

They are lying again about something getting attention.

They made a funny page keep loading and acting like it's a tossup on what it means.

I feel like creating a problem, like I am.  I am not sure what to do with myself.  I just go thru my life and have to pay extra homage for things I am told I ge that I don't deserve.

My Yeling Like Here

I wasn't directing it at anyone directly.  I guess it was just some issue, hopefully no one had a handle on or whatever.  Like, someone mighta done it, but who knows.  I guess I was nastier today at no one in particular.  I hope I can brush it away and go on with finishing my life successfully, as in having a healthy life until my old age.  It's not really okay.  I need to be in check with myself.

I'm learning to deal with those of adversity.  I do not care but will speak out against them.  Against their ruining my days like they are involved.

Well, I'm very sorry for my mood and how I couldn't "solve my own problems."  I didn't mean anything bad, just was feeling assertive, if your designated spokesperson can possibly think that..  }:(  Yea, what is this, anyway?  I'm not listening to others.