I am not gonna put up with all this nonsense from various sources.  I come out and try to be nice, and my dad is always at me.  My mom follows along like she has to in triumph.  My parents don't even act like my parents, anymore.  If something bothers me, you just do it again.

I'm just talking, as opposed to being silent and brooding.  Notice I'm not flat out getting mad?  I would if I was.

Problem

They are loading pictures on the makeover hypnotically.

I see people playing around doing disgusting things with their bodies like wearing glasses all for this mean person for no resaon and flashing it in my face.

Upset

My dad was more talkative when I was more upset.

I don't wanna be got at for new stuff, too.

I thought of how people created the idea that this person is over me, and my parents were all smug about it, so I thought why not h*** the person who done it.. but that's like h***ing me, not injuring.  That's not what I even meant.  I do not accept this bullying, tho.  I do not accept that I used to be respected but now am not!

Look, I warned my parents to stop the secret messages.

This person is messed up and doesn't do anyone any good.  I don't see the result.

Maybe, they've said what they've needed and wanted to say.  They don't answer questions.

Quit treating me like you own me.

I'm not fascinated by your clues.

My dad wasn't even supposed to be a part of my life.  I don't even see my parents and they just want me on meds and are mean.

Upset

My dad is just trying to be mean to me and making pizza rather than letting me eat something else.  He's making it from taco shells.

Look, why are you even talking to me?  Is it all for a certain person?

I'm not dealing with inconveniences in my life for them, like putting someone before me and when I talk about it you all get creepy and mad at me all the time in private.

I pretty much got this.

You old fogies are simple-minded dwellers and think you spotted out sin in me.

This person is using me to say that something in their life is irritatingly imperfect.  I've been nice, but they just want the attention I got and not me.

I think a lotta people are important.  I take a stand against most people.  I mean, wasn't my life about me before?  Huh?  Maybe, my relationships are traitors.  I can find people under the radar who might be interesting.

Interestingly, this other person also wants everything to be about them.  I just don't want it to be like "Oh, okay, I don't deserve to be treated like I'm worth anything at all every time someone doesn't like what I do."  What's sad is it's coming into play in other opportunities for little things.  This person is not a part of me anymore than they are a part of just anyone else.  I don't mind at all if other people get attention and stuff.  I just get insulting messages concerning them.  Insulting to me, like I think maybe I deserve to be treated with respect and then I don't get it and they are used as a tool for that, like I was a really good person before and everyone just got all jealous and tore it down.

Seriously, these people won't stop bothering me, loading the page on the computer so it gives an insulting secret message emotionally.  Yes, they are putting someone before me and it's for a reason that doesn't exist but makes me feel guilty every day.  Who else does this?

No, I don't see why this person should be hurting me.  I know I was mad and cursed, but it wasn't usually directed at anyone originally.  Plus, a lotta people seem to have done that.  I was the one being wronged.

Glitch

Sometimes when I look something up or something, the waiting symbol won't go away even if I click X.

So, you're just sitting there making all the things I enjoy in life for someone else and pretending to be upset about it each time.