Apology

If I offended anyone with what I said behind their backs but I didn't mean anything to them like to their face.  I was just sad..  I really am not an all the time sarcastic person...

Why I Came Out

I realized I could not go around grunting at myself and wanted to fix these problems.

I don't know what it means other than I say no if I don't know who said what in what way.  I can forgive some people, but my life is really lame.

I think I need to address this.  If a certain person who is adament I don't ever get mad at them, neither, I mean I live with what the other person says, too.  I don't need a circle of punishments orchestrated by my dad's hormones.  He claims it's not him.  WHO IS IT?

STOP IT

THEY SAID I DESERVE THE PUNISHMENT, THE WEIRD MESSAGES GOING ALONG WITH THE ACTION

Can't you even figure out if someone done it?

LOOK I DUNNO WHO YOU ARE BUT I DON'T NEED PUNISHMENT

I see my dad self-satisfied.  Don't you dare treat me like he does.

How dare I? How dare anyone to me.

I think it was a general decision and some people might not like it.  Then, let's just say I feel really bad.  I don't want your help, tho..

What is this all for Johnny Depp and this girl?

Problem

I don't want something big to happen cuza your problems with me this morning.  I believe you made one.

I see someone is afraid of me getting too much.  My old relaxed approval is not one thing you've brought into my life.  I am not a problem, either way.

I am not gonna put up with all this nonsense from various sources.  I come out and try to be nice, and my dad is always at me.  My mom follows along like she has to in triumph.  My parents don't even act like my parents, anymore.  If something bothers me, you just do it again.

I'm just talking, as opposed to being silent and brooding.  Notice I'm not flat out getting mad?  I would if I was.

Problem

They are loading pictures on the makeover hypnotically.

I see people playing around doing disgusting things with their bodies like wearing glasses all for this mean person for no resaon and flashing it in my face.

Upset

My dad was more talkative when I was more upset.

I don't wanna be got at for new stuff, too.

I thought of how people created the idea that this person is over me, and my parents were all smug about it, so I thought why not h*** the person who done it.. but that's like h***ing me, not injuring.  That's not what I even meant.  I do not accept this bullying, tho.  I do not accept that I used to be respected but now am not!

Look, I warned my parents to stop the secret messages.

This person is messed up and doesn't do anyone any good.  I don't see the result.

Maybe, they've said what they've needed and wanted to say.  They don't answer questions.

Quit treating me like you own me.

I'm not fascinated by your clues.