There, I did it.  Get this foulness outta my life, this constant blaming and fingerpointing in secret to where I can't get a hold of the problem and say to stop cuz it's all done in secret and I get yelled at and "thrown out."

I can see now why they did what they did.  Still, I get to decide how much I have to be with someone.

You can't do this to me.  You're bad.  See if you can live with that-

I don't need this person's nose in my life nosing at everything.  I don't even want them in my private life.

I feel like m***********.

We are more who we developed to be as children and teenagers than simply a product of our parents and families.  You can be that way but not me.

I'm not here to be played with every day by people with cameras and mics around my room.  It's my life, and I'm here to get you off.

This person should not be involved in my life.  How could I go to school or work or function with these things slowing me down?  I do not need to be warmed by them.

I don't mean to be mean but I really felt m*****ed.

I know this person is not as personal but attempts to touch all of me in a way I don't like anyone to.  I don't like the judgements that are placed on me that I'm just like my mom or something and there to be played with like a toy cuz I'm not like that.

And if you have a big problem how was I so so rude unjustifiably?  I just said the kinds of phrases most say.  I am being totally insulted by someone to feel stimulated in hatred.

So, I'm not getting close to anyone as in letting them touch me in ways if I don't want them to.

I don't want to be thought of being like parents and ancestors in bad ways.

Someone is trying to stimulate me with too much attention from some people.

I guess no one cares about me if I'm left to this criminal.

See, this person is just a problem to me.  I have no need to talk to them.

I don't ever want this person/these people in my private life.

I want this feeling to stop and go away.  I feel like hurting myself and d**ing.

My last post is in reference to a secret crime message, very immature.

I don't even wanna play with you so get your hands off me.

People won't stop messing with me.  Sometimes, I don't wanna feel something from someone and it's insulting.  I am also getting immature death threats in secret message.

This is important.  I feel r**** or m*******.  It wasn't like this before.  I feel threatened it will happen no matter what I do or where I go, my parents will follow me, my strange dad.  What's wrong with him??  It's just important.  I'm not making fun of anyone.

They are symbolizing I think of old people as parents.