About This Blog

Bear in mind, a lotta these posts are of interest to normal people. - This is my diary available online to get help from others. I never mean any harm. My thoughts may appear scattered at times, but I bring it together. Some things may not make sense to you..

Monday, March 9, 2015

Is anyone out there?  Can you help me?  This person is superstitiously insane.
Quit getting at me for stuff that has an explanation.  Just quit ruining my life!
Oh, you see a real insect?  Well, I don't.

cont.

bit that this person won't stop insecting in my life.

Problem

This person won't stop messing with me.

They want to pretend someone I like can't hug me.  I don't like that kinda stuff, neither, tho.

OK, this is big.
Someone who started something with me is acting meanly back like I did something I shouldn't do.

You know what really bothered me.

My dad seemed mad, or I just guessed he was.. I think I guessed right.  :o
So, I am so sorry for my "disordered" judgements in speaking about my dad and hope that things are well.

Sunday, March 8, 2015

My dad is switching between thinking it's important to be nice to me and that I should be "deleted."

Also, they are setting aside someone else or others as taking over and me not having what I earned in life and in my reputation.  People are just annoyed at the clothes I wear and stuff being poor.
I thought I was on better terms.  Wonder what went wrong.  It seems they have to feel this way, like my life doesn't matter how it used to.

I agree..

..my dad keeps flaring up with some nasty thoughts.

Feeling Bad But Better

I don't feel m*****ed after eating.  Too bad I said so much, but it was hard to describe.  I hope it's for the better.  It is a Problems blog, after all.  I didn't try to be nasty.  I foresee more in the future.
Let's not criticize how many posts - but sum it up and say why make me feel m*****ed?  Not "because he's yir dad."  Some people don't like their parents as much as others in that way.
They're still being mean to me.
I don't wanna be turned on like this.
I don't want to do this.
If my dad does something that means he can't get close to someone does not mean I suffer the same way.
Things won't work out with me and others cuza my dad.  Like, they think I'm kinda touchy feely like him.  You know, those men who wanna touch you who you don't wanna touch them.  He can be nice, but he doesn't chose to be.
I think I made a big deal, but why do I feel so bad around my dad when I'm trying to function?  He's so often mad and steels feelings from me.
If you don't love me, you need to take a step back and leave me alone.