I don't care what you say.  The only thing I do wrong is refuse to listen to bad people.  I get mad and make somewhat small mistakes.  I should try harder to ignore mean people and not do anything that's believably bad.

Yer nat the genius who gets to suddenly make an image saying I'm really bad for attention.

Think of all the time

that these other people are always having an attitude.  They just "know" it's okay for them.  I know I didn't start whatever caught your eye.  If so, you should leave me alone.  You never leave me alone and are mean to me.

It feels like a trap to say this, but someone wants to rub in something sick they think about me related to my dad on a big scale.  Also, I feel as tho someone is tossing me aside to be punished for being upset at them being mean to me to start.

O Boo Hoo

All the bad things I have done.

Wonder what's next..  Now, I have to remember to be smart.  What does that entail in thee experience?  Just try to be more appropriate so nothing sticks out.  Maybe, enlightenment will follow.  Don't panic, most important.  *Eyeballs look right and left in dark*

Apology

I'm sorry I said something drastic, was a bit tippy I guess.  I had this weird idea I would have to say it someday.

Wow

I can't believe how upset I was interpreted to be.  I feel people think I'm back talking.  I'm naaat.  :(  This is my blog, my problems blog.  I'm trying to straighten things out so I can move on.

Apology

When I said touch, I didn't mean inappropriately.  I just made it up, like what it should mean.

I should have said so.

A Nuisance

He kept smiling trying to think I submit to him.  Why is he in my life again?  Sure, I'd want a healthy relationship.  Wasn't I independent?

Problem

My dad is going in and saying maybe I'm not that good and need the poor man's reward.

Serious Talk

Why doesn't my dad go "touch" someone else?  I'm no more worthless.  None of what's going on is right.  Maybe, he should touch himself.  :(  I'm not serious.

What's not right is the idea that just because he's my dad I should be susceptible to him when I already fit in in the world.

Unfair Social Life in My Life Somehow

I fear everyone, the people experimenting on me, might now jump on the bandwagon with whatever anyone mean wants to do to me or what my dad does.

This post is addressed to whoever finds it interesting.  Also, it worries me, like I have to notice it myself at least.  I can see this like this huge.

Well

It was a bit bothersome.  What did I do wrong?  Something in the past I didn't agree.

Yea

I always am trying to make good use of my time and enjoy myself and want my parents and people to leave me alone sometimes..

People Being Weird to Me

I don't need insulting secret messages.  My parents.  Also, I'm 28.  No one cares about my situation.

Suffering in Private

I put up with stuff from certain people in private.

I think I just did what I was told, too, but they still got mad.

I am 28.

Why am I being threatened like a kid?  I didn't do anything.  I need my freedom of speech to discuss problems.  I can see my life going down a spiral.  (?)

cont.

It's important.

(I dunno why the last post posted already.)

My dad needs to stop being able to boss people around.  That's impolite.

I don't get it.

Why be so harsh on where my thoughts take me, tho?  This is making me uncomfortable.  What could happen next?

This is just hyperactive psycho-ness, and in general I would not pay any mind.