Report of the Day

I feel drowsy.

I didn't really outwardly have problems with my parents.

Sorry for my fuss I must produce on here earlier.. I feel over it.  I don't know about later.

Why do you do this to yourselves?

Problems

I just took a walk.  The suggestions won't stop..

Dad's home, time to eat, more to put on the plate for this place (blog.)

How am I bad?

These negative messages seem to be having a domino effect.

here

home

I might've gotten more mad here.

This is all pretty laid out factually.  I am trying to avert this place.

You never know what people mean.

It seems to mean you're outta your game temporarily.  It might be a detached message from you that means nothing against what you believe but your problems.

My Race

You aren't supposed to mention it, but I like to sometimes.  I'm not suddenly okay liking Chinese because someone with Italian blood shows up.  Disclaimer, I do like Chinese like anyone would.

Another Fact

Not only does it matter who it is but are they competent to talk to someone so much.. I guess like a teacher of one class all year?

Paying

If they do it, it is like way prestigious, but it might just be taking out anger.

I think 1 reason

1 would use it was to, not only get rid of me, but to make prestigious people feel comfortable that I'm not just prestigious meeting prestigious people and to get at me for nothing.  What liars.  I do want friends.  This isn't friends.

Paying

Why am I interacting with strangers who tap into my room and computer with speakers, cameras, hacking, etc.?  Is this a trap?  What if they are rubbing off on me in a way I don't like?  I am not saying this all of a sudden but wondering about when it last started in 2012, which is a long time.  What about when it happened in 2005?  They stopped in 2005..

Do I have to say this, too?

You only don't want me to talk anymore it seems because I tried to improve on that, and this catastrophe may take baby steps for me.

So, I'm 2nd class.  They are on the defensive.   I don't know how else to make my point and say this but elevating someone as "princess."   I can almost see people, they are getting at me like I prevented someone from being "princess."  Someone used to treat me like a star.

Well, it's true, some things really aren't worth it.

Now, my mom is messing around with her ruitine with me.  Among other things.  How is that okay, for my family to do this?

They won't stop.  They want a relationship severed.  They're still making up stuff!!

How can I make things better?  I don't feel I'd get a direct answer to this question.