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Bear in mind, a lotta these posts are of interest to normal people. - This is my diary available online to get help from others. I never mean any harm. My thoughts may appear scattered at times, but I bring it together. Some things may not make sense to you..

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

I am so sorry for my seeming temper.  I thought my way outta it.  What you do you deemed reasonable.  I don't mean to be mean.  I pray for the innocent people involved.  Do what you must.  If you must forget about me, even for a time, is what could be needed.  If you wanna set straight something with me is fine, as well.  I tried to shut up, but apparently that's not enough..
I feel so bad.  But I didn't do anything!

Oh no's!

Will you ever forgive me?  I thought something sad against someone cuz I felt threatened that someone had to hurt them.  A not really moment.
They were being super annoying in the bathroom..
Stop threatening to steal my relationships.
That guy wouldn't stop!  Why do you care what I say back but not what you do and about getting too close?
Do you need another explanation?

I was merely thinking for my dad to stop being mean to me, and he's all ratting me out and trying to annoy me and acting like he's white.

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Quit telling me I did something wrong.
I wonder if people feel obliged to talk to me.  They can talk to others and have different relationships.
Do you know about lying that like you have issues just to get someone else to bring something outta me?  It must be a mutual consensus.
Who has the right to say I deserve nothing?  That means you're talking about what's earned.  I could chose to ignore this, but why has this overcome my life?  It could result on a real life fight or conflict.
Why is Ellen still popular?  Why do other people still have a chance?
Someone is acting possessively of me and just flat out mean, and no I don't approve of that from anyone, saying I'm in trouble.
I feel bothered by some people about attention you get.
I didn't have these annoying messages before watching Ellen.

Monday, February 23, 2015

Ah!

Bad words I did not want to come came for someone else.  I dunno I feel so humiliated to be insulted by them.
Now, what??  No, I did not call anyone the N word in my mind on purpose.  I think it should be legal, but I don't do it.
Look, about the experimenters too I feel really bad.  I dunno what's going on.  I feel bad for the others.  I told my mom about her being agitating.  It was serious.  I even thought that.  I could tell the danger was coming.  I am not happy.  I didn't think that.  I wanted not to have that come out.  Help!  You all are copying something my Gramma did, did something really bad so I'd talk back and look bad and you use that against me.

What They Did

They set me up to think of bad words and then talked about someone who we should respect..  I tried to fix it, but it already happened.  I don't know how it was on purpose, but it's not.  I got some nasty messages.  Look, I said leave me alone, and my mom was being mean, too.
I don't think you really wanna do this.  I'm ugly, anyway..