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Bear in mind, a lotta these posts are of interest to normal people. - This is my diary available online to get help from others. I never mean any harm. My thoughts may appear scattered at times, but I bring it together. Some things may not make sense to you..

Saturday, February 28, 2015

You know, it's unimportant that I know who says what.
QUIT ACTING M*******.  I'M NOT DEALING WITH THIS.
STOP WHATEVER YOU'RE SAYING
STOP THREATENING ME TO BE WITH SOMEONE
STOP IT!  They are threatening me again about things they shouldn't be talking about.  GET OUTTA HERE!
Well, I will say I feel a bit guilty enjoying the pleasures I do.  It was a simple mishap in saying leave me alone.  I feel so attacked for it, tho.  Leave that work to the police.
THEY KEEP ACTING LIKE THEY CAN BE MEAN TO ME FOR SAYING OH NO WHEN MY DAD CAME HOME AT 11 AND IT WAS JUST A JOKE
Sometimes, Blogger saves my posts, sometimes it doesn't.
My dad and I had a more distant relationship as I grew older and more independent.  I am touchy around him.  He has a problem and thinks he can manipulate my life and affect me.
Did you see how much my dad harassed me after I told the people to leave me alone?  I did walk away quickly.

So, why do you get to make the rules?

So, saying leave me alone is bad?

Trying to ask my dad what the problem is is bad?

I guess it is all worthless, but I didn't know at the time..
I can't remember what I thought with these people looking at me.  I only process things on a surface level.  What is this, my dad's decision??
Help!  These chickens are ruining my life!  I have no way out.
You chickens act like others are better than me.  I'm left with these people messing with me.
So, I'm sitting here putting up with these people while someone else is lounging around looking at herself in the mirror, just saying!
This should never happen.  For someone talking around in a low voice you sure are administering a blast of spraying s***!  I mean come on, I didn't lose my temper, I just won't take poor t**** in Central Florida.  My dad hurt someone and I was afraid they were really hurt, in which case only certain things matter.

IMDb - The Soapbox

I Must Admit: Mad Morning

I don't know if you can help clean up my act, but people are holding a grudge against me. I feel that nothing has really happened. I told some people to leave me alone but in a low voice. Strangers.

I was questioning my dad around saying he was mean because he'd be mad if I did. He is always so onto me, and I don't want this relationship back.

I am starting ballet Monday, but he's at work then anyway.
I SAID STOP

They said I won't meet someone.
My post wasn't showing it was saved this time.  QUIT IT.  You're k***ing me.  I am trying to have a good day.
Are you gonna stare me down for deciding not to do something I believe in?  If people are mean they need to be put in their place but legally.  You say stop it, not scruff you feet along the floor like they all did.  Yes, I don't have the energy to attack every s** o* a b****.  Maybe, I don't wanna attack anyone, but I did say to leave me alone without shouting.