Strange Ideas

in my head, I had to say no I don't want such and such, it is so freaky, maybe I need to be punished but not brutalized

Oh and you can forget about my spamming nature and I will try to spruce things up cuz I wanna keep it coming for others.  *blush*

E-mailed my parents about having a good weekend.

Look I'm not here to accumulate your s***/insults.  To discuss them in person.

They are lying again about something getting attention.

They made a funny page keep loading and acting like it's a tossup on what it means.

I feel like creating a problem, like I am.  I am not sure what to do with myself.  I just go thru my life and have to pay extra homage for things I am told I ge that I don't deserve.

My Yeling Like Here

I wasn't directing it at anyone directly.  I guess it was just some issue, hopefully no one had a handle on or whatever.  Like, someone mighta done it, but who knows.  I guess I was nastier today at no one in particular.  I hope I can brush it away and go on with finishing my life successfully, as in having a healthy life until my old age.  It's not really okay.  I need to be in check with myself.

I'm learning to deal with those of adversity.  I do not care but will speak out against them.  Against their ruining my days like they are involved.

Well, I'm very sorry for my mood and how I couldn't "solve my own problems."  I didn't mean anything bad, just was feeling assertive, if your designated spokesperson can possibly think that..  }:(  Yea, what is this, anyway?  I'm not listening to others.

You know, it's unimportant that I know who says what.

QUIT ACTING M*******.  I'M NOT DEALING WITH THIS.

STOP WHATEVER YOU'RE SAYING

STOP THREATENING ME TO BE WITH SOMEONE

STOP IT!  They are threatening me again about things they shouldn't be talking about.  GET OUTTA HERE!

Well, I will say I feel a bit guilty enjoying the pleasures I do.  It was a simple mishap in saying leave me alone.  I feel so attacked for it, tho.  Leave that work to the police.

THEY KEEP ACTING LIKE THEY CAN BE MEAN TO ME FOR SAYING OH NO WHEN MY DAD CAME HOME AT 11 AND IT WAS JUST A JOKE

Sometimes, Blogger saves my posts, sometimes it doesn't.

My dad and I had a more distant relationship as I grew older and more independent.  I am touchy around him.  He has a problem and thinks he can manipulate my life and affect me.

Did you see how much my dad harassed me after I told the people to leave me alone?  I did walk away quickly.