I don't want to find my dad at the dead end thinking he can force people to be mean to me cuz I'd call the police.

Weird

Blame someone else in confusion.  I calmed down in a way in and of itself.

How can I not be mad, anymore?  I try to keep to myself..  They kept "talking" in secret but mean in reality it feels in secret.

What's too late for me?

You blame me for being mad at me, but I'm not being bad.  You just bring up some insignificant thing from the past.  Think of all the really bad people and good people who mess up.

So, I can't make you happy if my being good makes you still mad at me.

I should be thankful people care for me and I have these nice pills..

I feel so broken up.

Like everyone is mad at me for mistakes and feeling bad.

I just remembered I "flipped my lid" when I was made fun of for liking something and even thought worthless things of someone in my family, my mom.  :(  They kept inflicting things like d**** on me.  Not exactly, but it went by so speedily.

Oh no!

In the process of "getting out my anger" I didn't mean to hurt any one!  And hopefully not anyone.

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Tonight's the finale of my Design Challenge on HGTV. You're not gonna believe what happens at the end. I promise it’s not what you think.
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See, doesn't this seem laced with insults?  She keeps doing that.

She said "not" to be annoying twice.

So, yes, then people are nice to bad people.  I don't think they didn't pass some test you did about being warm and fuzzy to some people.

as in chicken, like nervous

Peaceful?  Yer chickens.

Get it?  It's not!

NO IT'S NOT

You fight me!

What's so impressive about violence?

I don't wanna be close to my dad.  I felt affected.  They said he gets to "play with my babies" because I thought of the k word.

So, where I went wrong was..

(1) the word k*** came back to me cuz it was just said and for my dad giving me a feeling I do not ever like from him
(2) I was upset with someone because of a stupid supper

My dad is letting in irritation thru the cracks.  I don't wanna be in troble for his crass.

Okay everyone, this person keeps bothering my mom.

I am upset about my mom.

No one said they were originally mad at you.