About This Blog

Bear in mind, a lotta these posts are of interest to normal people. - This is my diary available online to get help from others. I never mean any harm. My thoughts may appear scattered at times, but I bring it together. Some things may not make sense to you..

Wednesday, March 4, 2015

People keep doing things to hurt me that they say was just so happens, but now they are fooling that it's not.
You can't hover an drop in on my life and ruin things of it and insult me and get at me for what you did wrong.
OK I solved my problem.  I think I've been heard, tho.  I'm sorry I was a bit inappropriate.  How am I always in trouble?  Guess I should ignore it..

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

I need help.  I'm tired of seeing someone on Twitter every day being pushy and shovy and agreeing I should be punished.  I get this awful feeling.  I just can't stand it.  No one has a reason to be mean to me like that!
So what if someone sent me torturing my kids as a message while I watched the Academy Awards live?  I can think of being mad if I want.  It just happens!  I don't even care!

Problem

I don't want my tacky Gramma in my life telling me only I need to be punished, sending messages via my dad and causing my body to feel harm via noises.  I don't care how powerful they are.  They don't do other things they could.
I was ridiculous.  I feel better after sleeping and other things.

Sorry

I am trying to practice more reasonable respect.
I was upset about being made fun of for my supper by my parents and got upset briefly on the inside.  I'll try to fix myself.  You don't have to pay attention to me when you don't want, of course, or if you don't.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Bad Night Now

Maybe, I was up later.

People both experimenting on me and attacking me as people secretly is happening.

It's going downhill, more things happen every day.

I see my dad clomp into the room with his act.

The love got taken away. I just disagree with things, like that I can't enjoy Frozen..

I get irritated by people and feel my life is just thrown away, maybe cuza my intruding dad messing up every day! I'm tired of his attitude. I bet he and his mom gave my mom cancer. Maybe an aunt, too, the older one. I gotta ask. Usually, they were nice to me. They are twisted liars, the lotta 'em. They think I'm bad for turning them in.

I try to feel emotion, but people take it away! I didn't ask for it. 
I'm left po'.
OK, you want me as the bad one.  Ain't gonna happen.  I know the answer.  You're all mostly wrong.
Why do you even have to do those things?  I don't wanna be in trouble cuz there's nothing to do.
I DON'T WANNA HEAR OF THIS
Are you all slowly turning on me in fear of my dad?  I said not to do that.  None of what you all do makes sense.
SO WHAT IF A BAD WORD OR ACTION HAPPENS IN MY HEAD THIS HAPPENS TO EVERYONE GET OFF MAH BACK
Put it this way.  I don't seem to have anyone much less my own life.
You all should not be acting like this to me.  I could get a physical problem.
STOP ACTING ALL INNOCENT
These people are lackadaisical and don't know what they're up to and have listened to nonsense.

I will not listen to my dad and part of his bemused "family.."