I had a panic attack and didn't know what else to say nor if it were really bad. About not wanting to be someone other than myself. It's what I mean, I just can't figure out how else to say it. Maybe, it takes too much time to figure out. Anyway, I realized they said it inappropriately. They said they wanted a game. I feel a game going on. Um.. I dunno, I don't like that I was put on the spot and inappropriately.