My dad kept coughing that someone else gets someone and I don't.  I had to think about it, but it was not a holistic process.  I wasn't "talking to anyone."  I guess someone or some people think I'm not that good when they were the ones who were mean to me for no reason so I could not win at life.

And they acted like they never said that so as not to feel guilty.

I'm about to shower up and watch TV, but I feel more tired now.  The shower will wake me up, and I can watch TV.

I don't wanna fight with anyone, but I have a deep-seated issue and feel this is going on and on for everyone.  I just had to process it or something.  I was in the middle of eating and cleaning up the kitchen.  I wasn't posting online! for Pete's sake.

It was pretty rude what my dad was thinking.  He is trying to ruin my relationships.  Blame him if anything just went wrong.  I feel a loss of thought, feeling, and control in my life.  People all act like they know all about me and act meanly whenever they feel they have to.

I just heard a noise in the kitchen and I don't like how part of my forehead just felt.  I was about to suck back in, and now I can't.

They are bothering me again.

I don't want anything to happen to me cuza my dad.