I dunno, it seems a permanent part of my life. Talking it out, it may not help. It seems some people went wild about me being online and are pinpointing fault in me.
I just felt really bad, that's all. I like the person. I just don't like the message others are giving me. My parents didn't care if I stomped growing up, except probably moreso in public. They don't like me throwing things. The world is just so agitated and hectic.
I find what is going on to be suggestive. I feel even threatened. I cannot pay for all this. People are being mean to nice people to hurt me, too, "instead" of just me or with whatever applied to them.