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Bear in mind, a lotta these posts are of interest to normal people. - This is my diary available online to get help from others. I never mean any harm. My thoughts may appear scattered at times, but I bring it together. Some things may not make sense to you..

Monday, March 9, 2015

I keep getting strangers who seem to communicate with people experimenting on me.  The 1st person who added me on this Google account is holding an ice cream cone like someone else was trying to look like someone but sending a mean message.  It made me think of something funny I think other people liked.  I was reluctant to put in this excessing effort to explain what happened to me.  It upsets me who mighta done these things, like I'm not important and someone else is more important in a strange way.  I dunno what was strange about it.  I think it's a Middle Eastern person, too.  I think it's the fact that it's a normal person involved and it's the only person in my Google circle.  I feel made fun of.  So what if I thought of something funny when someone was mean anyway?  It seemed like it needed to get out and other people do it, not to you, but between us!  I've even said that at the top of this blog.  I don't mean to be mean, but sometimes I'm not about some things.  I was worried why it seemed to make sense.  I just am getting irritated at anything from the experiment, preventing me from succeeding probably due to my dad.  I don't like how I am being held trapped by these mean people.  I don't have any privacy.  They'll start clicking.  Good for you.  I wonder if you "can't take a joke."  I dunno, I just noticed something and needed it because it was so mean.  I don't really get it.  It's not the fact that it's unsettling that makes me upset.  I just heard a noise, too.  I feel that my dad is making it so I can't function.  Also, we all need a little joke and it was not for you.  So, see if anyone can figure that out, a better alternative?  Don't you laugh at me a lot?  You do wrong things to me.  I didn't mean to hurt anyone, but I think maybe they are looking for too much pity from me.  So, I was already sorry and played the joke on myself.  Other people joke about d**** and get away with it.  It was more how I saw the mistake part.  It wasn't to hurt a tender spot or something.  I feel something bad coming on.  People just judge me and hurt me.  What's wrong now?  Is it something from the past?  Did you want an explanation?  I just am kinda fed up, maybe with this person..  So, I am sorry if anything was wrong.  Something wrong was done to me.  I was merely dealing with it.  I just heard another noise that says I can't have my race, if it's French part of it..  Look, I'm not listening to this.  I don't need to say it over and over again.  I'll post this somewhere.  As I was saying, it was not intended to hurt anyone and they were not who the release was for, but sorry and if anyone can fix it would be nice.  I thought that when I thought that.  Sorry!