My dad reached over and said I couldn't do something in a relationship with someone secretly and I automatically thought of a carton version of cutting it off. He did it on purpose to copy his mom's strategy. I kept thinking of him to leave me alone with his problems always testing me by insulting me in secret message, acting now like the experimenters do stuff for him and "it's okay." He has nasty thoughts about people who really nice to me.
So, what is his problem? Is it pathetically that one thing I did when I was 11? That's not okay. I want my life back. I don't want him in it like that like before.