Well, I figured one thing out. I don't like people playing around with me especially in the wrong way.
I did get mad on teh inside and had a cutting thought, you know the cutoff. I just really don't wanna be blasted at about this oh so conveniently, literally messing into my life for something they did you think I could not match and do, like I'm not even allowed to deny this. You all are too judgmental. It's not perfectionism.