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Bear in mind, a lotta these posts are of interest to normal people. - This is my diary available online to get help from others. I never mean any harm. My thoughts may appear scattered at times, but I bring it together. Some things may not make sense to you..

Friday, March 13, 2015

I said no.
Stop telling me what to do.
They won't stop.
Stop being all fancy having annoying people shepherd over me who are beastly.

Problems

Get that weasel out of monkeying around and hurting people.
Now what?  Now what?  What did I do that is illegal?
Someone is just eating away at our lives.
Quit being violent.  Nothing you say seems to be worth anything.  They said my mom's mom was a hamburger.
I said, "Stop."
You're not on top of me.  You don't do anything.
I meant to think harshly.

And don't mess with me emotionally.
I guess I happen to have to wait for you to settle down.  I already said to stop, why would you ask me that?
How do  know you didn't ruin people for me?  Get your nose outta my hole.
These people need to stop messing up my life.
They're a waste of time.
They did something suggestive.
I said no.
Stop hunting people down!
I don't want one hint of your foolishness, thinking I'm off cuz I swung my door hard.  These people won't leave me alone.
Quit acting like I'm bad.
They won't quit making fun of me!
They're making a big deal out of it to say no to something.
I'm sorry altogether, but I thought it was cuza that lady.
Then you'd say they were annoying me with clicks every time I fell asleep and acting close for the 1st time, teasing about when they did it in 2005.

I feel so sedated.

They are telling me I owe someone an apology.  Nah ah, you do.  Stop telling me what certain people do with me.  They just can't keep quiet.  No wonder I don't sleep well.  What about the idea that someone did it?  No apology happening about it.  They're so bemused and monstrous, these people like experimenting on me.

So, yes I am sorry to that person but why would I be sorry to you so much?
Well, I was mad and just said to myself I wasn't dealing with this shit and couldn't seem to stop and separate people from that thought or one person was coming or they really did it, so I just didn't call them that or anything.  I got mad at my dad putting on the Chinese.  I really am not up for his inconvenience.  You might think secretly and sneakily I am getting away with attacking my dad, but I was defending myself.  :|
What's more important?  That I "neva" get mad?  Or what?  Or admitting these people are mean?  Why would they compensate and do me over with someone from the same country as someone I like just to erase it?  Why would they do it if that's not the case?  I don't mind some things at some times, but I have to say something.
They're messing with  how my Twitter works.
You all go crazy lying about me and not rewarding me with good behavior.
NOW WHAT?
I rested more for that?
Now what?  I was mad about that lady.  It ruined my day!

Testing Me

Now, they wanna say I did something wrong and about what I was mad at.

I feel affected, and I don't like it.

Problem

They said I won't be with someone I like yet I'm with someone I don't like.

Apology

I'm sorry anyway I thought of the word shit with an innocent person you all brought up for when I was upset about that.

Sorry, I was a bit upset in the living room.  I just didn't want them to pay attention to me.  "So, 'thanks a lot,'" for that.
STOP REPORTING LIES -  STOP BOTHERING ME ABOUT THEM

What am I gonna do now?  I was just upset.  I dunno if I'm upset at someone, but I don't believe it's that someone's actual doing, which would be pretty bad.  So, who did it?

You wanna know what happened, some of you?  I just thought I didn't want this shit and I was too mad to think and was worried someone did it and it kinda overlapped, like this lady I've been talking about I don't chose to get close to who keeps coming back to me on Facebook when no one else does because I was mad one week I found out about a lady I liked in her country, Australia.

They keep rubbing my dad in, but I don't want a mess with him.  We are not the best compatible, not that I am with anyone, but I don't wanna do this with him.  You know, he's being mean about this.  I don't have to have anything to do with him.  Why do I feel my eyes popping outta my head?
I'm only mad about being punished for hitting things when I was mad one week.  You guys are not very onto things.  That person has nothing to do with me being mad.  You did.
They said "close" "clothes" were my dad.
Now, I'm in trouble with someone else and my dad ruined it.  Curses!  What's up with that person?  They wanted me squealing I don't want a baby to *** to them.
I bet they're gonna be upset for swinging the door hard but not slamming it.  Look, I just don't take these people experimenting on me.  They probably again are gonna transmit a lie about what was up when I thought it was shit.
Well, I at least got the mouse to work.  What about that Chinese "crap?"  :(
THEY WON'T SHUT UP.  I SAID TO STOP.  THEY ARE SUGGESTING SOMEONE ELSE.
My mouse does not work on USB, and my dad changed and watched some Chinese film, like Ellen said about Netflix.

Like I've been thinking, I'm not putting up with the  mouse shit just because my USB port fell and I am not dealing with the Chinese.

Problem

They won't stop.

They said more things when I slept.

My mouse wasn't working.

Problem

They are loading the page like this person.  GET AWAY AND QUIT MAKING A MESS OF MY LIFE.

Problems

I am trying to sleep and they made that person talk in my room.

They said "I don't stand out" and "It ain't teeth" and I thought I put pressure on my teeth in my sleep.

I had to turn on my computer to post about this shit.
THEY WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE

Now my hands feel affected.
It's funny you should typecast these people, like you care.
I have to remember to think of answering this person later.
They won't stop.  Now, they sorta took the straightness from my legs inside.
It makes sense to talk to different people, but they got something else going on.  Wait, all are equal?  Can you tell that to the world?
I'll just make clear yes someone technically and rightfully can talk to who they want, but so can I.  I was gonna say about them not talking to that other person, but I came to a different conclusion about how my rights are unfair.  Hard to think of again, but you might be able to tell it easily or that there is an idea there.
It happened to be a word in a song I sang from My Fair Lady .. funny ...
They are playing around with how I feel by trapping me.  I don't wanna feel close to that person.  You have no reason to give someone else someone I like.

Problem

She's playing around with something big, Pirates of the Caribbean..  She said "funny" about something someone else mentioned, a monkey.
I didn't have a problem so much as I fear for the future.  Why are people slowly rubbing in stuff to me?  They have no right to enter my life.  Looks like I got no friends.  They've also been playing with if I get a noise for notifications, etc.

I don't mean to be mean..

..I almost took it as a joke and just wanted to jot it down.

I see the signs, tho.  Why do they keep bothering me?

cont.

They won't seem to be quiet even when quiet.

cont.

I even have it delayed to check their response on Facebook.

Issue

They are messing around again saying I can't have someone I like and instead all these other people are getting away with being inappropriate to me.  They're being nitpicky about when they made me mad.  They want to replace my mom being special to me or something, that general idea of "who your mom really is.."
I'll try and just be nice insteada mean and angry.  I hope everyone is having a good life.

Issue

My dad seems to take awhile to print things for me.  I think he's taking back something from my mom and making me feel like a racial slave.  I don't want him in my personal life post-18.  He wasn't post-16.

Glitch

I can't see the thumbnails of my pictures.

Warning

My mom's nose got wider and bigger..

Warning?  I meant abstractly just for her.

My nose is too wide, hope it doesn't get wider the rest of my life or something.

It happened after going somewhere with my dad awhile.

You know, he acts bemused and thinks if I do something wrong that it's not his fault, not someone else in the world's fault, but my mom's fault.  That's far from right.  In fact, she was too hard on me as  little kid.

What am I missing?  It gave me inspiration to write something on my real blog.

So..  :|

I don't think that makes sense.  My dad probably thinks it's magic and that his mom told him to do it.  My mom's nose getting wider?  Nah.  That's not okay.  Maybe, she tried too hard to make it thin and that's why, just to know for comfort.  Hopefully, she stays young and her nose gets better.  I was upset someone in an office made my nose wider, and my Gramma changed it making a noise, too.  I thought someone told them to do it.  I didn't like that nor accept that it was okay.

So, sorry if I said anything not right.  I hope we don't do any more hurting my mom if I do something, which my dad seems to have partially orchestrated.  I can't prove anything else, maybe seems like this one other person I'm not naming..
They made my pointer finger feel like a point, with a jiggle and a tip of their hat.
You can't conveniently put a glitch on my computer as you follow my private actions.
Someone just got upset at me talking about race and now I can't see the new emoticons.

Problem

They did something else, they changed the clock when I saw a certain kind of poster.

Comeback

Self-satisfied is a psychological term, not the go-to sarcastic label.
Superstitious like my Gramma and Aunt?

They are not to have a say in my life.
My other guess is everyone thinks he wants this and follows it, when he claims he's not but the next second he must be or is.
My dad has no say in my life!  No one does.
My dad does not have the right to be self-satisfied and try to prevent me from feeling now.
They just did something else that might add on to it.
Someone said the age of their child to annoy me so I'd count each year.  It's these people surrounding me getting antsy if I get upset.  I shared something my younger aunt shared.
The 1/2 screen shows still.
They did the long slender thing again.

Thursday, March 12, 2015

I feel like a cancer patient being visited by a celebrity.
I'm so sorry I got upset today.
So because I got picked to do this, I have to be treated worse than others as payment?
Why do I find myself wanting relief from the blank shopping icon at the bottom of my screen?

Look

Sorry I was upset.
They had to tap in again.
They have to get a word in.  I wonder if they know my dad.
They're abusing me knowing what happens in  my life.

They are trying to tell me what to do/think and punish me.
They did more..
They're being mean to someone else by imprinting something long and thin.

LOOK

I WANT MY DAD OUTTA MY LIFE in this way

Problem

They hid the title of one of my posts on my regular blog.  They should be arrested
My dad is vulturing over relationships I make online and trying to make them all think twice about me being important.

Upset

I didn't wanna talk about something, but I wanted to address that something happened, tho I feel tested.
They keep going on like what they did was okay.
Stop threatening me.  You're the one being mean to me.
They made a silly thing with the mouse when it waits when I clicked on something.  They are full of themselves and displaying that.
They said it nastliy.
You're not here to tell people they can't have a way with me.
They won't leave me alone and quit saying I'm bad.
I'm not here to take you in stride.

Problem

The people watching me in my room are telling me about things I can't do.  Look, I didn't do anything.  People keep attacking me in my home.

Why are you talking to me about this stuff?

They said I did something.

Problem

They made my shopping icon a blank at the bottom of my taskbar.  They are trying to make me think of something and punish me for something else.  How annoying is that?

Apology

I'm sorry for what went wrong tonight.

Guess it was stupid to say and was slow to erase.