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Bear in mind, a lotta these posts are of interest to normal people. - This is my diary available online to get help from others. I never mean any harm. My thoughts may appear scattered at times, but I bring it together. Some things may not make sense to you..
Friday, March 13, 2015
Then you'd say they were annoying me with clicks every time I fell asleep and acting close for the 1st time, teasing about when they did it in 2005.
I feel so sedated.
They are telling me I owe someone an apology. Nah ah, you do. Stop telling me what certain people do with me. They just can't keep quiet. No wonder I don't sleep well. What about the idea that someone did it? No apology happening about it. They're so bemused and monstrous, these people like experimenting on me.
So, yes I am sorry to that person but why would I be sorry to you so much?
I feel so sedated.
They are telling me I owe someone an apology. Nah ah, you do. Stop telling me what certain people do with me. They just can't keep quiet. No wonder I don't sleep well. What about the idea that someone did it? No apology happening about it. They're so bemused and monstrous, these people like experimenting on me.
So, yes I am sorry to that person but why would I be sorry to you so much?
Well, I was mad and just said to myself I wasn't dealing with this shit and couldn't seem to stop and separate people from that thought or one person was coming or they really did it, so I just didn't call them that or anything. I got mad at my dad putting on the Chinese. I really am not up for his inconvenience. You might think secretly and sneakily I am getting away with attacking my dad, but I was defending myself. :|
What's more important? That I "neva" get mad? Or what? Or admitting these people are mean? Why would they compensate and do me over with someone from the same country as someone I like just to erase it? Why would they do it if that's not the case? I don't mind some things at some times, but I have to say something.
Testing Me
Now, they wanna say I did something wrong and about what I was mad at.
I feel affected, and I don't like it.
I feel affected, and I don't like it.
STOP REPORTING LIES - STOP BOTHERING ME ABOUT THEM
What am I gonna do now? I was just upset. I dunno if I'm upset at someone, but I don't believe it's that someone's actual doing, which would be pretty bad. So, who did it?
You wanna know what happened, some of you? I just thought I didn't want this shit and I was too mad to think and was worried someone did it and it kinda overlapped, like this lady I've been talking about I don't chose to get close to who keeps coming back to me on Facebook when no one else does because I was mad one week I found out about a lady I liked in her country, Australia.
They keep rubbing my dad in, but I don't want a mess with him. We are not the best compatible, not that I am with anyone, but I don't wanna do this with him. You know, he's being mean about this. I don't have to have anything to do with him. Why do I feel my eyes popping outta my head?
What am I gonna do now? I was just upset. I dunno if I'm upset at someone, but I don't believe it's that someone's actual doing, which would be pretty bad. So, who did it?
You wanna know what happened, some of you? I just thought I didn't want this shit and I was too mad to think and was worried someone did it and it kinda overlapped, like this lady I've been talking about I don't chose to get close to who keeps coming back to me on Facebook when no one else does because I was mad one week I found out about a lady I liked in her country, Australia.
They keep rubbing my dad in, but I don't want a mess with him. We are not the best compatible, not that I am with anyone, but I don't wanna do this with him. You know, he's being mean about this. I don't have to have anything to do with him. Why do I feel my eyes popping outta my head?
I'll just make clear yes someone technically and rightfully can talk to who they want, but so can I. I was gonna say about them not talking to that other person, but I came to a different conclusion about how my rights are unfair. Hard to think of again, but you might be able to tell it easily or that there is an idea there.
I don't mean to be mean..
..I almost took it as a joke and just wanted to jot it down.
I see the signs, tho. Why do they keep bothering me?
I see the signs, tho. Why do they keep bothering me?
Issue
They are messing around again saying I can't have someone I like and instead all these other people are getting away with being inappropriate to me. They're being nitpicky about when they made me mad. They want to replace my mom being special to me or something, that general idea of "who your mom really is.."
Warning
My mom's nose got wider and bigger..
Warning? I meant abstractly just for her.
My nose is too wide, hope it doesn't get wider the rest of my life or something.
It happened after going somewhere with my dad awhile.
You know, he acts bemused and thinks if I do something wrong that it's not his fault, not someone else in the world's fault, but my mom's fault. That's far from right. In fact, she was too hard on me as little kid.
What am I missing? It gave me inspiration to write something on my real blog.
So.. :|
I don't think that makes sense. My dad probably thinks it's magic and that his mom told him to do it. My mom's nose getting wider? Nah. That's not okay. Maybe, she tried too hard to make it thin and that's why, just to know for comfort. Hopefully, she stays young and her nose gets better. I was upset someone in an office made my nose wider, and my Gramma changed it making a noise, too. I thought someone told them to do it. I didn't like that nor accept that it was okay.
So, sorry if I said anything not right. I hope we don't do any more hurting my mom if I do something, which my dad seems to have partially orchestrated. I can't prove anything else, maybe seems like this one other person I'm not naming..
Warning? I meant abstractly just for her.
My nose is too wide, hope it doesn't get wider the rest of my life or something.
It happened after going somewhere with my dad awhile.
You know, he acts bemused and thinks if I do something wrong that it's not his fault, not someone else in the world's fault, but my mom's fault. That's far from right. In fact, she was too hard on me as little kid.
What am I missing? It gave me inspiration to write something on my real blog.
So.. :|
I don't think that makes sense. My dad probably thinks it's magic and that his mom told him to do it. My mom's nose getting wider? Nah. That's not okay. Maybe, she tried too hard to make it thin and that's why, just to know for comfort. Hopefully, she stays young and her nose gets better. I was upset someone in an office made my nose wider, and my Gramma changed it making a noise, too. I thought someone told them to do it. I didn't like that nor accept that it was okay.
So, sorry if I said anything not right. I hope we don't do any more hurting my mom if I do something, which my dad seems to have partially orchestrated. I can't prove anything else, maybe seems like this one other person I'm not naming..
Thursday, March 12, 2015
Problem
They made my shopping icon a blank at the bottom of my taskbar. They are trying to make me think of something and punish me for something else. How annoying is that?
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