They said something suggestive to me, "Christina, may you lose your eyesight!"  That's not how it works!

What if I don't want this cooky person acting all cooky around me all the time with secret messages in little noises in my room and on my computer?  Ya'll think I am not worth anything.  How dare you!  I am trying to calm down.

Problem

I'm 28.  I don't need mean people as my parents.

Problem

You can't mess with what I feel.  That makes people m*********.

Problems

1st, I imagined k***ing myself.  These thoughts against others would/do not do.

So, I got up.

I wanted to say I'm stuck here thinking of things that don't matter.

I can't have my dad and older aunt thinking I can't have a relationship with someone if they don't like some thing I do or if  I do something I in the end/really know is wrong.  So what if I'm in a relationship?  My Gramma thinks so, too.  Stop making me feel guilty.  My dad also has a peeve I should not see my relatives and he was supported in this by someone else.  They are mean people who refuse to show me any feeling.  They don't show it in the right way now that I'm not as inhibited.

OK I'm trying to go to bed.  Sure they will pull something else.   I was fine alone laboriously ironing a full load of jackets and sweaters and more.

Problem

They just made a noise that made my nose feel like bored thru and slimy.  Stop messing with my nose.  It feels like it's elevated with air.

Dear Problems Blog

I thought it'd be a nice night until I felt upset messages when I heard my dad cough.  I didn't mean to think anything that bad.  Trying to feel good about my self and go to sleep.

News

Orlando is droning on how I can't have a relationship.  Someone did disappear in my life because of this foolishness.  No, I don't know who all is really doing it.  More like 2 people.  Wow, to you, people are just monkeys jumping on a bed!

Someone is a bit weird about my dad, a bit of a nuisancy.

Why does everyone have to be such crackers, whatever that means to  you?  Lemmee see what they did about that..   Well, to me it means something that's okay.  We need more terms like that.

some nice Wiki meanings  :)

What exactly is it to you?  Some unfortunate mishap that could have been saved on your part?

It has surfaced

no one wants me to live this life.

Police are such cows.

No one said I couldn't talk to strangers.  I'm an adult!

About moving my chair.  It was them funning I couldn't have a relationship.  I wanted to go outside before that but too cold.  SO WHAT.  Jail me, but quit bothering me!

1 thing I forgot to mention..

..I moved my chair.

OK, time to talk.

Why is this nonsense still coming up?

Please.  Help.

I just don't want these weird punishments.  I chose to make a "public" display.  All I did was say, "Why are you looking at me?"  I could hit something really angry.  Does not mean I give up relationships.  You cannot arrest me for blinking.

I'm tired of this unfair weirdness in my life every day.  I can do what I chose to do with my life.