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Bad Night Now

Maybe, I was up later.

People both experimenting on me and attacking me as people secretly is happening.

It's going downhill, more things happen every day.

I see my dad clomp into the room with his act.

The love got taken away. I just disagree with things, like that I can't enjoy Frozen..

I get irritated by people and feel my life is just thrown away, maybe cuza my intruding dad messing up every day! I'm tired of his attitude. I bet he and his mom gave my mom cancer. Maybe an aunt, too, the older one. I gotta ask. Usually, they were nice to me. They are twisted liars, the lotta 'em. They think I'm bad for turning them in.

I try to feel emotion, but people take it away! I didn't ask for it. 

I'm left po'.

OK, you want me as the bad one.  Ain't gonna happen.  I know the answer.  You're all mostly wrong.

Why do you even have to do those things?  I don't wanna be in trouble cuz there's nothing to do.

I DON'T WANNA HEAR OF THIS

Are you all slowly turning on me in fear of my dad?  I said not to do that.  None of what you all do makes sense.

SO WHAT IF A BAD WORD OR ACTION HAPPENS IN MY HEAD THIS HAPPENS TO EVERYONE GET OFF MAH BACK

Put it this way.  I don't seem to have anyone much less my own life.

You all should not be acting like this to me.  I could get a physical problem.

STOP ACTING ALL INNOCENT

These people are lackadaisical and don't know what they're up to and have listened to nonsense.

I will not listen to my dad and part of his bemused "family.."

I can't do any of this to you.

WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM

Quit it.  You got nothing on me.

You're not gonna stop huh?  Well it's too late now.

You gonna stop fighting me?  This is illegal.  I may tell my therapist more about this see if she gets it.  I could call the police about the computer thing..

I don't believe I deserve to be punished.  I am too old.  I don't want this sneaky treatment.  I'm gonna tell my therapist.  Also, I didn't do anything wrong altogether.  Anyway, you did.

I don't want your fighting.  This other person and people it's obvious are s***ing up for the wrong reasons.

Well, I figured one thing out.  I don't like people playing around with me especially in the wrong way.

I did get mad on teh inside and had a cutting thought, you know the cutoff.  I just really don't wanna be blasted at about this oh so conveniently, literally messing into my life for something they did you think I could not match and do, like I'm not even allowed to deny this.  You all are too judgmental.  It's not perfectionism.

Apology

Something made me upset and I do not accept it.

I will not accept this treatment of anything of that nature.