My mom seemed to be making fun for like being in trouble and I didn't feel like I wanted her as a relationship while we "move on up."
I knew people before who acted like they liked me just enough to get off and leave me without a life nor any of my friends to talk to. They used to play they wanted to be just like me.
This all will just ruin my time leaving off on these ridiculously bad notes.
It's too bad you want to think you see me actively alluding to something serious. I don't see it being done to anyone else.
I am tired of people being scared to have any manners with me. I don't feel special.
How did I invade anyone in writing this? 1 it made me have to deal with a tossup on what I thought of the nature of my relationship with someone. 2 I am thinking people will keep bugging me for things just to bug me until it's too late. I am not suggesting anything like I don't want someone to get attention. It all worked out all my life before Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, and Pirates of the Caribbean. I just found people are afraid to say anyone has talent since Tim Burton. It's only for him, perfect or not.
It's not the attention but "what" happens. I can't complain about some things cuz it's just not right. I just feel people are treating me with twisted feelings and telling me what I think when I mean it in a specifically different way. Some people totally stop talking to me, whereas before they did. Something upset them. I can't say I deserve it, but why do these things stop when something happens like that? What I mean about today is just the general message. I know you hold some things important over me. I feel I'm just saying the same things you'd know over and over. I was upset at my mom's taunting me I think. Like in secret message. I don't wanna ruin my relationship .. with her, too.
I feel people just think I'm worthless, just there to do what you don't want "the ones" to do who are born when computers became popular in 1997-1998. What if I'm better in some way? Fine.
I see what you all want.
And I'm not fighting about attention but that my mom was teasing me. I don't think I had much to say otherwise. Because I mentioned some things, I assume they'd wanna be talked about.
I don't like how this is taking shape you think must be over one issue, but I'm sorry to say it's not. LOL. Not LOL at other issues. It's not from that issue. This was gonna happen anyway more likely.
My mom kept acting a certain way, and I guess it upset me. I just meant I don't wanna be rubbed into my parents and lose other relationships. She kept acting like she said, "It's okay," in a mocking way. That's basically it, this paragraph.
Every problem can be fixed. I just feel that I should not be treated like I'm bad and it works out with others, instead. I dunno. I do want others to get attention. I lived life normally, before, and I was perfectly fine. I had said to stop all this experimental sacrifice. Long before.
So, I'm sorry if anyone was offended by this. I think most of us are just making ends meet socially in society. Most people would not strongly go into disagreeing. You can't just live by Tweeting. You need to record yourself talking and learn to make substantial works of writing on life and fun and pleasure and feelings.
So, sorry, not sure how to make this better for anyone. Prayers and hope for they who yearn for attention and for things to be right for them.