I ended my note on that other people are nice to someone but not me, racially, not that the person did anything wrong.  Well, not that someone else did, neither.

Why don't you quit monitoring me?  You're a criminal.  And you're making fun of how I say it, too.

If my old friends don't have to talk to me but still seem to overshadow my life, why do I have to have *** with or be m******* by my dad?

Look at all these people who threw their life away for him!

No hard feelings.

Maybe, you're not mean?  I am worried it is all for my dad.

You are wrong if you think I don't have problems with my family.  You think I should be punished more for having a good family because it's easier to be good.. but they play around with my private life with others.

I don't know how to decide if something matters.

It's all secret messages.  Like, normal things that are okay but are put there to mean something else.

The "Dishonest" Label

You'd say it's right to be nice, but instead you act like I need to be punished when I've done nothing wrong to you nor at all in a way and I'm 28 years old, an adult.

It was another of those things lodged in my brain to do, to think that.  I'm very sorry, but I was being slammed at mentally incessantly and it was hard to make a counter-judgement.  I'm sure the police would agree in this case.

What should be done with me?  What I do is done and is bad but not on purpose.  My thoughts when they slip.  My therapist doesn't say much about it but says that I'm schizo.

They are abusing me and letting everyone else run freely.

If all you care about is messing with 1st impressions, you will never get anywhere.

How am I supposed to control my thoughts?  With people banging in secret messages?  Sometimes, something comes out without my moderation.  What is that?  I really don't mean it.  In fact, I was onto being nice to someone.  You know what was said?  "You can never have them back."  On the spot.  When I was hanging my head in shame, they suddenly say that.  To make me feel even worse and like I can't be sorry or something weird.  That could have contributed to this.  Like, you can't be sorry.  Just trying to block you out thru any means.

What I Meant

Was that fate would turn around and bite them in the butt for the deep cutting and incessant insults thrown at whatever becomes important in my life for no good reason at all.  I guess my dad just wanted that fate to say something else.  He put it in my head to make me look guilty, on a flow, to be like his mom.

Why are there thought police?  I probably don't mean what I think nowadays.  Someone else did it.

cont.

I also got the fruit.  It's strawberries in chocolate mostly and pineapple shaped in a bouquet.. and 3 grapes on a sticks.

cont.

My aunt just sent me a really cute teddy bear holding a strawberry dipped in chocolate that I like.  My dad may mess with me getting cute gifts "just because 'it must be related.'"

Problem

My dad won't stop pounding mean secret messages into me when I got up and came out to eat tonight.  I didn't really mean it, but the thought came out that maybe he or someone else would get it..  I'm tired of their incessant giving in to meanness towards me for various things that aren't bad.  You know, these thoughts keep processing with me.  I didn't remember to actively ignore the beatings I felt in my head from his making noises taking out the garbage.  He even looked at me snidely when I woke up.  If other people are disposable, than so is he.

They won't leave me alone and get on with life.

Why do people respect my dad, when I am just living my life, they play games and bring him into mine.  No one has *** with their dad.  And I'm NOT talking about older men, neither, to have ***.  It's a no.  I would only do it for the tradition.

My dad won't stop being rude to me periodically and then ricocheting back.  I feel reverberations from the past before.  He does it in a way no one here tends to notice.

My dad keeps acting like I'm bad.  The normal response would be..  And don't threaten to attack me because you know what the next thing is.  You all won't let him be nice to me.

For some people not even wanting to have any kids, you sure have strange dreams and ideals set up for your life and in your mindset the eyes of others.

Something Normal People'd Like to Know

Does someone have a problem with me?

Lemme guess, my dad?  Well, he doesn't have a right to do that.  Another certain someone?  They don't know enough to.  Not by me!

People are being lazily sneaky with me.  Really, just look at this.  Ever since you kicked me outta Music Education, you've been onto "sneaky."

I can see the satisfaction these actions can bring.

I am left alone in the dark with people pelleting things at me.  What if I said no to you?  My life is set to be perfect for me.

So

I did some thinking, sorry, and hope for a better day tomorro'!

Apology

Today, it started out 2 black girls, one very obese and one very short were tagging at me like I was nothing tho.  I shoulda just realized they were colored and not get mad in that way.  Sometimes, I don't know what to do about things like that.

Apology

I was trying to talk about someone nicely with my dad, but I had some thought of restraint from them.  I will try not to.

Apology

My head really was damaged, that's why I yelled, the movie theater was a 3 ring circus at the Sponge Bob Movie.  My chair was bumped like 5 separate times.

I'm sorry I acted out in uncontrolled ways at the psychiatrist.  I didn't know what to do but for some reason thought I might do something.

I am very sorry I went straight to the source so-to-speak in wondering if someone nice damaged my head.  I'm sure there was a reason, but I don't have the guts to do that to someone.  I tried not to be vicious, but it came out maybe that's why I was so mad, that someone so nice would do that.  My head!  I'm sorry, but my head.. I am trying to be sorry.  I feel something is missing.  Oh yes, I want to figure out why I seem so mean to someone else.  I guess I should submit that I was stupid but not purposely mean.  Take whatever restraint from me you must for whatever was not meant to be.

:(

Well whoever.  I don't mean to say it's someone who didn't do it.  I don't wanna attack people for being mean to me, neither.  It just ends up in a fight.

Problem

I will not have my world controlled by a wacko mean person, one who intimidates my relationships but not who usually does..

Today at the movies during Sponge Bob a lady walked behind me who was fat with a very large rear end.  She hit the back of my chair and it hurt my head.  I yelled at te people in the food part and they sent someone in.  I had just came out earlier to tell on the cough chain with mostly little kids.

My dad is giving me a hard time again, thinking I can't have a relationship cuz I was mad they mighta did it.

There's not really saying I can't be in a relationship if I hit something like my sofa or ask someone in public why they're looking at me.  What about when the people all said I can't have the relationship when I could?  Moving in my chair seems to be feeding the frenzy.  So what?  That lady was up to no good anyway.  I didn't hurt anyone.  I wanted to get away.  And when I hit the table, I hit it no more for I have a computer sitting on it.  I have a stress relief toy.  I do it sometimes just to prevent things from happening to know I have that outlet if I feel bad, like a comfort.  What do you do when you are upest?  I know the mascot for this decision about taunting me is from someone who's often notorious for being in a bad mood and in language, which strangely has come to an all-around total halt due to older age?  So what?  My dad and sisters still think fondly of their alcoholic dad who passed away long ago.  Their mom is grumpy all the time and says, "Oh, nuts," and is rough.  My mom was being rough the whole car ride.  I found when I don't feel good and can't remember how to deal with things, I'll "deal with it," so-to-speak.  "If you want something done, you must do it, yourself."

Let's just talk about the chair.  I scooted up in it.  It was probably my subconcious because the lady was sneakily annoying me by moving in the chair behind me touching the one I was in.  So what if it squeaked by accident?

OK, OK, so I seemed in a bad mood.  It was cold outside and I was crazy on what to do.  It started off, too, if you are interested, when I made shuffling noises with my feet to negate a weird secret message, like in a dream state.  They were making fun of my dad.  Well, they tried to say I was like him, like they were "in the program" cuz my mom was driving all nasty.  The n word came to mind by accident and shouldn't have when my mom seemed to wanna see me naked.  I didn't mean it and was fine in a way.  My mom wouldn't stop being incessant about that I had to be like my dad and not her in a bad way, the bad ways.  The whole drive over!  I could sense it and I didn't wanna.  The whole drive was like "a trip."  So, I come out.  My mom had acted like she could not trust me, already.  I go in.  I sit, I'm fine.  My mom sits far from me where we usually sit, too?  What did I do?  The n word thing?  That's because people are watching me.  I don't seem to think it much alone outside.

I didn't hit the table with my computer on it.  That's mainly what this was about.  Go set some rules, now that it's too late.  No one ever said I couldn't shuffle my feet nor ask why someone is looking at me like I'm nothing.  The chair thing happened when these kids kept making little agitating noises that I could not have a relationship for asking why someone was looking at me.  Imagine if a little girl did what I just did.  She'd be a hero.  This is like the rape case where the guy goes to jail for life whereas the murderer who turned himself in gets rewarded for only 27 years.  What if they caught him before turning himself in?  What about when the people executed a guy who came in with a positive attitude but was a murderer?  Not all murderers get executed.

Also, it's none of your business if I make a statement.  I didn't do anything violent.  What about those boys making little agitated talk like I can't have a relationship and threatening to spread the rumor?  I can't have that.  Moving in my chair didn't help that way.  I wonder why I did it?  Just like the other things I do.

Then, I proceeded to zip my zipper up loudly when it was my turn.  That wasn't like throwing a magazine across the room.  What about all these other people in relationships who led a life of havoc??

Apology

Was I supposed to recognize something different that someone else might think it who has a right to?  If you want, I take it back.  It's not what I meant, tho.  You can do as you like in how yu treat me or avoid me for this.

The people watching me get mean and feel they have to talk back.

Why won't they be quiet?

Liar, you're pretending I'm backtalking someone.  You sound so tacky and annoying and I'm tired of your excuses.  You're just setting me on edge.  Go do it to someone else?

They said something suggestive to me, "Christina, may you lose your eyesight!"  That's not how it works!

What if I don't want this cooky person acting all cooky around me all the time with secret messages in little noises in my room and on my computer?  Ya'll think I am not worth anything.  How dare you!  I am trying to calm down.

Problem

I'm 28.  I don't need mean people as my parents.

Problem

You can't mess with what I feel.  That makes people m*********.

Problems

1st, I imagined k***ing myself.  These thoughts against others would/do not do.

So, I got up.

I wanted to say I'm stuck here thinking of things that don't matter.

I can't have my dad and older aunt thinking I can't have a relationship with someone if they don't like some thing I do or if  I do something I in the end/really know is wrong.  So what if I'm in a relationship?  My Gramma thinks so, too.  Stop making me feel guilty.  My dad also has a peeve I should not see my relatives and he was supported in this by someone else.  They are mean people who refuse to show me any feeling.  They don't show it in the right way now that I'm not as inhibited.

OK I'm trying to go to bed.  Sure they will pull something else.   I was fine alone laboriously ironing a full load of jackets and sweaters and more.

Problem

They just made a noise that made my nose feel like bored thru and slimy.  Stop messing with my nose.  It feels like it's elevated with air.

Dear Problems Blog

I thought it'd be a nice night until I felt upset messages when I heard my dad cough.  I didn't mean to think anything that bad.  Trying to feel good about my self and go to sleep.

News

Orlando is droning on how I can't have a relationship.  Someone did disappear in my life because of this foolishness.  No, I don't know who all is really doing it.  More like 2 people.  Wow, to you, people are just monkeys jumping on a bed!

Someone is a bit weird about my dad, a bit of a nuisancy.

Why does everyone have to be such crackers, whatever that means to  you?  Lemmee see what they did about that..   Well, to me it means something that's okay.  We need more terms like that.

some nice Wiki meanings  :)

What exactly is it to you?  Some unfortunate mishap that could have been saved on your part?

It has surfaced

no one wants me to live this life.

Police are such cows.

No one said I couldn't talk to strangers.  I'm an adult!

About moving my chair.  It was them funning I couldn't have a relationship.  I wanted to go outside before that but too cold.  SO WHAT.  Jail me, but quit bothering me!

1 thing I forgot to mention..

..I moved my chair.

OK, time to talk.

Why is this nonsense still coming up?

Please.  Help.

I just don't want these weird punishments.  I chose to make a "public" display.  All I did was say, "Why are you looking at me?"  I could hit something really angry.  Does not mean I give up relationships.  You cannot arrest me for blinking.

I'm tired of this unfair weirdness in my life every day.  I can do what I chose to do with my life.

Someone certainly got in my life.

My Day

I think I will take my 1st college math class (I was in one before but didn't finish) in the summer.  I think I can handle 2 during the regularly timed semester.  I want 1 to be science..

So, something I should probably tell you.  I was at the psychiatrist office, and my mom driving me there kept thinking I had to be like my dad in a disgusting way.  Later on, she acted like this was a deliberate message of punishment, ruining my school life and everything.

In the office, she sat away from the spot I chose, where we usually sit.  Someone came in and scuffled like saying, "So, that's the daughter."  I didn't like that.  I scuffled my own shoes, and then she acted all tacky and triumphant like she knew what I did and who I was and that I couldn't have it, when she herself sent a message by scuffling.  The husband looked at me smiling, and I just looked back and said why are you looking at me.  Later on, a family sat behind me and was saying how I could not have a relationship.  I moved my chair up in annoyance and finally moved over.  Then, the youngest, a boy, looked at me, and I was listening to music and asked why.

My psychiatrist got mad when I told him he misdiagnosed me and kept speaking out against me and saying how my parents didn't have to support me.

Apologizing, Not Begging

I'm sorry I was so upset today.  I tried to not be.  I got some threats that bothered me.  Anyway, it's off to bed.  Not sure if I shoulda mentioned the threats.  At least not like that.

Apology

I didn't know that saying "sh" before part of someone's name was so offensively shocking.  It was in a story.  There was no telling what I meant.  I would do that in a real story, but since this is online and about someone else I did have faint thoughts of disclaiming it as not an insuult.  I guess I figured they'd know I have nothing against them and that it was a joke.  I just didn't know.  I was upset it was considered an insulting thing and to explain slipped my mind.  How would I ever know all these little annoying things would be seen as taking out funning and pleasure against someone?  I had a feeling people would know what I meant.  How would I know?  I thought it sounded cute.  I know now and won't do it.  I even thought of one for me Christina Shitstina.  I almost cursed awhile ago, TBH (to be honest..)  It doesn't bother me if it's just in fun.  I didn't really mean it personally.  It was just a story.  I thought it was.. guess I got caught up in things.  I didn't mean it in an insult in any way.  It shocked me the way this cute trick came out.  I should have picked a new letter combination.  How about like Christina Ristina.  People are finding damage in what I write like I'm making some sort of pattern, but I'm not.  I don't see anyone else out here writing so much that they will get caught.  This is dangerous.  You should not assume that these things are catch phrases when they need to be used for other purposes.  It can get in the way, when you do things like this.  No one will know what to do.  I guess I cannot apologize enough in others's opinions yet still.  I didn't mean anything.  How can I say I'm sorry?  I just picked a weird thing to say just to see if it was okay?  I could not think.  I could have used it on someone else and it'd go.

Why I Said It This Time

I dunno, it seems a permanent part of my life.  Talking it out, it may not help.  It seems some people went wild about me being online and are pinpointing fault in me.

I just felt really bad, that's all.  I like the person.  I just don't like the message others are giving me.  My parents didn't care if I stomped growing up, except probably moreso in public.  They don't like me throwing things.  The world is just so agitated and hectic.

I find what is going on to be suggestive.  I feel even threatened.  I cannot pay for all this.  People are being mean to nice people to hurt me, too, "instead" of just me or with whatever applied to them.

What It Is

Someone keeps posting on my page on Facebook just to secretly annoy me.  I liked someone from Australia, but someone else from there who's weird keeps posting there.  I bet someone else is getting affection.

Problem

They are going back and misanalyzing my past.  I can hit stuff if I wanted without worrying about being punished.  Shouldn't the bad feelings only come naturally?  What business is this of yours?  I'm too old for anyone to judge me and punish me.  I'm only supposed to get kindness at this age and level of maturity.  You shouldn't be making me mad.  If you heard torturing noises and your parents wouldn't stop bugging you in secret, what would you do?  Call the police?  They would ruin the experiment!  These are the things that make me wanna m*********, probably.  No one seems to care, except people who can't do anything unless I post it here.  They keep doing things and I can't write them all down.

Apology

Do what ya'll must, I am so sorry.  For getting upset and being crazy if it happened.. I tried not to post that.  Some of the things made sense, but it's not a normal thing to talk about.  Maybe, there are other things I did not talk about.

Are ya'll trying to punish me?  I'm 28 and didn't do anything wrong.

All these people working for ya'll have one thing that's important to them, that they feel on top.

So, someone is messing with me now.  There are all these negative messages about me.  I shouldn't have to go thru with this.

How does it make a difference if I report something on this blog or not, simply put too.

So, why do they pop up and say mean things that are offensive topics to others, the reaction they are drawing out.

Disclaimer

I wasn't trying to be sarcastic, but I felt affected, about saying something can't happen to me but to someone else.  I see them slowly in a process of having other people do things and not me.  I'm just informing.  Sorry if I did anything or just said anything wrong.

Upset

I'm so sorry if you know how I really felt behind screen.  I do get upset.  You should do what you want.  Am I supposed to be quiet?  I feel I am in trouble all the time for nothing but racism.

Why is talking to me always a fight?  I am speaking in general.

But sorry.  I said you should all do what you want.

What can I do to make things better?  At any moment, anything could be said of me.

I don't need to be tested all the time.  Everyone knows what I am like.

Why are you acting like I need to give an apology?

When I post images from IMDb message boards, sometimes it doesn't show up on my blog when I copy it.

Why are you talking to me..?

How mature do you think it is to constantly dote one someone else to rub in to someone?  Sounds like something to spread around?

They probably are making it up for others.

Problem

They told me something would never happen to me and did stuff.

These experimenters are racist.

So they come up to me to tell me they aren't listening.  Racism.

Problem

I got a notification on Facebook, and it didn't show up until I made a new tab.

Can I say I wish the best for someone?  I don't think I will cease to seek attention, as I had before the experiment was to my knowledge and still not sure when.  Just saying I hope that's not a part of their wish.  I don't believe it was.  Grown-ups are just afraid to take responsibility.

Got Upset

My mom seemed to be making fun for like being in trouble and I didn't feel like I wanted her as a relationship while we "move on up."

I knew people before who acted like they liked me just enough to get off and leave me without a life nor any of my friends to talk to.  They used to play they wanted to be just like me.

This all will just ruin my time leaving off on these ridiculously bad notes.

It's too bad you want to think you see me actively alluding to something serious.  I don't see it being done to anyone else.

I am tired of people being scared to have any manners with me.  I don't feel special.

How did I invade anyone in writing this?  1 it made me have to deal with a tossup on what I thought of the nature of my relationship with someone.  2 I am thinking people will keep bugging me for things just to bug me until it's too late.  I am not suggesting anything like I don't want someone to get attention.  It all worked out all my life before Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, and Pirates of the Caribbean.  I just found people are afraid to say anyone has talent since Tim Burton.  It's only for him, perfect or not.

It's not the attention but "what" happens.  I can't complain about some things cuz it's just not right.  I just feel people are treating me with twisted feelings and telling me what I think when I mean it in a specifically different way.  Some people totally stop talking to me, whereas before they did.  Something upset them.  I can't say I deserve it, but why do these things stop when something happens like that?  What I mean about today is just the general message.  I know you hold some things important over me.  I feel I'm just saying the same things you'd know over and over.  I was upset at my mom's taunting me I think.  Like in secret message.  I don't wanna ruin my relationship .. with her, too.

I feel people just think I'm worthless, just there to do what you don't want "the ones" to do who are born when computers became popular in 1997-1998.  What if I'm better in some way?  Fine.

I see what you all want.

And I'm not fighting about attention but that my mom was teasing me.  I don't think I had much to say otherwise.  Because I mentioned some things, I assume they'd wanna be talked about.

I don't like how this is taking shape you think must be over one issue, but I'm sorry to say it's not.  LOL.  Not LOL at other issues.  It's not from that issue.  This was gonna happen anyway more likely.

My mom kept acting a certain way, and I guess it upset me.  I just meant I don't wanna be rubbed into my parents and lose other relationships.  She kept acting like she said, "It's okay," in a mocking way.  That's basically it, this paragraph.

Every problem can be fixed.  I just feel that I should not be treated like I'm bad and it works out with others, instead.  I dunno.  I do want others to get attention.  I lived life normally, before, and I was perfectly fine.  I had said to stop all this experimental sacrifice.  Long before.

So, I'm sorry if anyone was offended by this.  I think most of us are just making ends meet socially in society.  Most people would not strongly go into disagreeing.  You can't just live by Tweeting.  You need to record yourself talking and learn to make substantial works of writing on life and fun and pleasure and feelings.

So, sorry, not sure how to make this better for anyone.  Prayers and hope for they who yearn for attention and for things to be right for them.

So, yes, I think I'm not much of a person.  In a way, I really try if possible.  I'm pretty good for a Eurasian with an obese dad, but my dad seems more like a tired, sorta lackadaisical obese, not I.  I mean in some ways I probably share some of the same ways of being.  I tell my dad to shape up for his own good.

Question

Why should my happiness hurt -anyone-??

About Before

What I said I hope does not all stem from that which I am not supposed to talk about.  And am to ignore??  Sorry, if I gave anyone a hard time.

Issues

I just watched Dr. Phil and felt suggestions of guilt of things I've said but just for saying them.  I only posted more clearly but carefully on "what" when I was incessantly attacked, in my opinion.

If you don't like me cursing, you can't tell me after I seem to stop if it mattered before just to make me seem guilty cuz lotta people curse don't get in trouble or nothing.

Lotta people who weren't involved specifically in one thing I did tend to start anew and test me and get me off without really giving me a chance.

It seems that sometimes you should talk things out some.  It seems that me trying to avert punishment for the nature of what I've said is the thing that gets them.

When I go out here in Orlando, people can tell specifically what I'm thinking.  I don't try to share these things, but they seem to surface themselves to them.  So, that's why I post them here.  Things probably unravel themselves and are worth putting down.  These things are not attacks.  They are panic attacks.

I am curious.  I think they just wanna get down me in trouble and probably make others happy for convenience of situation in the process.

Before I started cursing for a time on my blog, I was treated like the star of the world.  Now, I'm made fun of and put down constantly.  How pathetic, just for cursing when I'm the one attacked.  I did stop cursing!  I didn't get the message to stop.  They just wanted to see how far they could make me upset.  They just roll their eyes and don't know what to say to that.  I don't know how else to describe it.  They just look aloof and condemning??  It's what I said, they are trying to get me to do things that only certain people disapprove of, that isn't wrong.  Today at supper, I ended up thinking so what if someone did some really bad crime, doesn't mean you can be mean to me.  I thought that crime specifically but did not mean that literally.  What's the use of thinking of that like that?  I had posted something related recently.

I think people are against me because of my race, really.  Sorry to disappoint, but some people are.  Don't encourage me to think about it and try to get back in my thoughts.  I'm trying to ignore it.

I think in the end, I'm hated on for my age not being neither young enough nor old enough.  They want one group of people or one individual to get everything forever, like something about them is of higher esteem and quality.  When they get categorized into a group, they jump out of it and want something else, everything, too, it seems, so that others feel they don't deserve what they had, neither, when it's important.

People put me up to things I don't deserve to have and make me feel uncomfortable about getting any of anything like it.

Why is who I am defined only by my behavior?  Race?  Afraid I'll start being better when someone else is a different race?

I am upset I am not accepted by some people.  They keep being mad at me for when I didn't know they really wanted me to stop cursing about putting these annoying noises in my room.  They were being very mean.  There was no reason to begin with.  That probably made me even more mad, not think at least it's not my fault, just get mad.  The effects are spreading.  No one really knows me.  Why should anyone have to suffer this?  I know all these things are done to me cuz of things that were supposedly unfair to others or things that have nothing to do with me.  Why not get mad at the other older adults who did them?  I already explained why I cursed and that I wish I didn't.  I had a reason.  You all just wanna invade my privacy, along with "getting rid of me."  Well, if you think about it in one way, no no one "has" to like anyone.  I mean just anyone, since everyone is in such competition.  Why like me?

What can I do or say to make things better?  I wasn't that mean.  Maybe, I could've said it better, thought more.

I feel I'm being made fun of for sounding like I'm pleaing, too.  I don't have to be seen like that racially, pleaing like I'm that weak 1/2 Chinese girl.

You seem to wanna talk about that certain something yet also not.  So, I dunno, think I shouldn't.  Why does all this to others seem to stem from that?  I'm trying to not talk about it.

Problem

In recent years, my dad has been acting like he has breadth over me, when he's usually always been very respectful not to do that.

They keep trying to have the last word in.

Also

They keep rubbing things in only for me to unravel them and deny them for being tacky.

They're acting like I was never the one and someone else is successfully.

How is he justified?  I bet ya'll actually think under him saying when you also think something against me.

So, what's he do?

I see him, but at work I bet people have him under control.

I'm sorry if someone is hurting you.

To clarify, what if I'm not playing the game that to make others safe I have to suffer punishment of being mean to me cuza my dad or another person?

I think ya'll're just have no credibility.  You only want kids who are still teens born around 1997-1998, people who are all white, with a young dada.

If someone's not white, you attack, too.

You all keep beating me and I don't beat you back and I post it on here and where can I turn if people I know go crazy about that fact?

Report of the Day

I feel drowsy.

I didn't really outwardly have problems with my parents.

Sorry for my fuss I must produce on here earlier.. I feel over it.  I don't know about later.

Why do you do this to yourselves?

Problems

I just took a walk.  The suggestions won't stop..